with 10 hours to go,
my life flashed before my eyes.
and now, iam ready
iam ready to let go 2007.
and just like that,
me and 2007 are history
well, isnt that nice?
Monday, 31 December 2007
Sunday, 30 December 2007
reflect, but do not regret!~ true that!!
its all a cycle iam tellin you.
we have been here before havent we?
making our resolutions, only to break em 2 days later.. @ heck, even a few hours into 1st january.
i shall tell u my new year resolution.
not impossible, achievable, but its something that i have to get done u see.
firstly,
graduate.
the only thing that my brother told me to do. and if i dont graduate, dont even think of coming back to malaysia. wow, and i thought the immigration officer was tough. and u know what, i love him for saying that. since everybody in my family has graduated (even my 2nd brother, who was such a wild child!!) so its up to me to complete the whole thing. i HAVE to graduate.shall start the term in january, and hope it alll goes well. no more skipping class i say. ahuh.
secondly,
get the damm driving license.
this is another family tradition u see.. all of my brothers and sister inlaws knoes how to drive. even me mum. to not know how to drive is.. like.. not knowing how to take the bus. u know some people who dont (i do know some people that havent been on public transport!! its scary how they way they think that their own cars is the ONLY way around town), but for the people who knoes how to take em bus, its freedom (well, not really. the bus is a pain to wait for!) but i need me driving license. my brothers have been quiet nonchalant about it.. maybe they dont mind driving me around ( i doubt it) but i just think.. iam in msia only for a month usually.. and they dont mind being bugged for a month.. as for me.. it such pain!!! i NEED the damm license.
thirdly,
travel more.
pretty self explanatory.. i had a good travelling year on 2007.
visited prague, olomuc, bydgosh,auswitch birkenau, granada, madrid, barcelona, sabah and kuala lumpur!! :)
yes, that was it i think.. gosh.. i cant even remember..
anyway.. 2008 is a year where i hope i can visit paiville's home.. i mean.. temporary and the permanent one.. dublin and finland.
to go to finland for snow is the ONE thing i would love to do before i die.. so.. cross fingers, she doesnt go wandering around the world the next time winter is here.
(ps paiville, yes, iam goin back to malaysia in october, start saving, and come back with me!! :) )
i loveeeeeeeedddddd visiting hammy, anna and diana!!its their HOME u know.. i mean.. minus hammy, she was just.. u know.. renting olomuc :)
but seeing how happy anna and diana was, it was priceless!!
as u can see, its pretty simple isnt it my resolution? its not in me will power.. just.. life goals u can say it. and i think its better that it stays that way.
and, just to add to all this sickeningly sweet life goals, i shall consider putting 'spend more time with family' in me resolution list.
i know they are leading their own lives now.
but i cant help but think. they are my FAMILY. family.family..the same blood running me body.
i swear, i would KILL for them. i actually would. i thought about it, and i did come to the conclusion that i would KILL for them. its crazy psychotic innit?
most of u would not believe this, but iam at my most happiest when my family is having our raya breakfast/lunch/dinner.
just to have em all around, sitting, eating and talking.
i LOVE that.
give me a billion trillion dollars and still i wont exchange it.
shyte.
its all getting corny now innit?
take care people.
do not over indulge yourself with new year resolution.
one thing at a time.
and,
no expectations.
coz that is when ull be plesantly surprised!!
we have been here before havent we?
making our resolutions, only to break em 2 days later.. @ heck, even a few hours into 1st january.
i shall tell u my new year resolution.
not impossible, achievable, but its something that i have to get done u see.
firstly,
graduate.
the only thing that my brother told me to do. and if i dont graduate, dont even think of coming back to malaysia. wow, and i thought the immigration officer was tough. and u know what, i love him for saying that. since everybody in my family has graduated (even my 2nd brother, who was such a wild child!!) so its up to me to complete the whole thing. i HAVE to graduate.shall start the term in january, and hope it alll goes well. no more skipping class i say. ahuh.
secondly,
get the damm driving license.
this is another family tradition u see.. all of my brothers and sister inlaws knoes how to drive. even me mum. to not know how to drive is.. like.. not knowing how to take the bus. u know some people who dont (i do know some people that havent been on public transport!! its scary how they way they think that their own cars is the ONLY way around town), but for the people who knoes how to take em bus, its freedom (well, not really. the bus is a pain to wait for!) but i need me driving license. my brothers have been quiet nonchalant about it.. maybe they dont mind driving me around ( i doubt it) but i just think.. iam in msia only for a month usually.. and they dont mind being bugged for a month.. as for me.. it such pain!!! i NEED the damm license.
thirdly,
travel more.
pretty self explanatory.. i had a good travelling year on 2007.
visited prague, olomuc, bydgosh,auswitch birkenau, granada, madrid, barcelona, sabah and kuala lumpur!! :)
yes, that was it i think.. gosh.. i cant even remember..
anyway.. 2008 is a year where i hope i can visit paiville's home.. i mean.. temporary and the permanent one.. dublin and finland.
to go to finland for snow is the ONE thing i would love to do before i die.. so.. cross fingers, she doesnt go wandering around the world the next time winter is here.
(ps paiville, yes, iam goin back to malaysia in october, start saving, and come back with me!! :) )
i loveeeeeeeedddddd visiting hammy, anna and diana!!its their HOME u know.. i mean.. minus hammy, she was just.. u know.. renting olomuc :)
but seeing how happy anna and diana was, it was priceless!!
as u can see, its pretty simple isnt it my resolution? its not in me will power.. just.. life goals u can say it. and i think its better that it stays that way.
and, just to add to all this sickeningly sweet life goals, i shall consider putting 'spend more time with family' in me resolution list.
i know they are leading their own lives now.
but i cant help but think. they are my FAMILY. family.family..the same blood running me body.
i swear, i would KILL for them. i actually would. i thought about it, and i did come to the conclusion that i would KILL for them. its crazy psychotic innit?
most of u would not believe this, but iam at my most happiest when my family is having our raya breakfast/lunch/dinner.
just to have em all around, sitting, eating and talking.
i LOVE that.
give me a billion trillion dollars and still i wont exchange it.
shyte.
its all getting corny now innit?
take care people.
do not over indulge yourself with new year resolution.
one thing at a time.
and,
no expectations.
coz that is when ull be plesantly surprised!!
owh what a feeling, iam feeling life.
NEVER plan anything!!
coz at the end of the day, it all goes to pots!!
*walks away frustrated*
coz at the end of the day, it all goes to pots!!
*walks away frustrated*
Thursday, 27 December 2007
god bless quick and easy cheesecake receipe!~
iam craving for sweets..
chocolate doesnt do it anymore for me..
in me head, there it was.. simon rimmer's chocolate cheesecake that he was demonstrating on 'something for the weekend'
its a bit of a twist on the normal cheesecake recipe.. he adds Christmas pudding, u know.. for the december christmassy feel to it..
here it is..
makes for 6-8 people
Ingredients
For the cheesecake
125g/4½oz bourbon biscuits
65g/2½oz butter, melted
100g/3½oz good-quality dark chocolate, minimum 70 per cent cocoa solids
200g/7oz full-fat cream cheese
400g/14oz ricotta
75g/2½oz golden caster sugar
3 eggs
40g/1½oz cocoa powder
125g/4½oz good-quality Christmas pudding, cooked, crumbled into pieces (optional)
For the sauce
125g/4½oz good-quality dark chocolate, minimum 70 per cent cocoa solids
125ml/4½fl oz double cream
15g/½oz butter
okey.. i did some adjustment to the recipe.. i mean, the base, i did it with digestive biscuits.. and u can make the base WITH any biscuits u want.. shorties, cream custard, jammy biscuits, anything!!
For the cheesecake, crush the bourbon biscuits into crumbs and place into a bowl. Pour over the melted butter. Press into a cake tin to form the base.
Place the chocolate in a bowl over barely simmering water and melt, making sure the water doesn't touch the bottom of the bowl.
Place the cream cheese, ricotta and sugar in a food processor (i used hand-mixer, its all good) and blend until smooth.
Next add the eggs, then the cocoa powder and the melted chocolate. Stir in the Christmas pudding, if using.
Spoon the mixture onto the base. Place the cake in the oven (190 C) and cook for about one hour, or until cake is springy to the touch (it took me cake about 40 min actually). Allow to cool in the tin.
For the sauce,
place the chocolate and cream in a clean bowl over a pan of simmering water and melt, making sure the water doesn't touch the bottom of the bowl. When melted, whisk in the butter. The sauce must be prepared just before the cake is served, because it can't be reheated.
okey, i cheated.. i didnt make the sauce, i cant be bothered tooo.. by the time it came out of the oven, me tea is ready and i needed to eat it!! greedy!!so, i just poured some dbl cream and voila!!
i might do the sauce later in the evening, so amma could have the whole shebang.
maybe.
'Maybe all men are a drug. Sometimes they bring you down and sometimes, like now, they get you so high'
chocolate doesnt do it anymore for me..
in me head, there it was.. simon rimmer's chocolate cheesecake that he was demonstrating on 'something for the weekend'
its a bit of a twist on the normal cheesecake recipe.. he adds Christmas pudding, u know.. for the december christmassy feel to it..
here it is..
makes for 6-8 people
Ingredients
For the cheesecake
125g/4½oz bourbon biscuits
65g/2½oz butter, melted
100g/3½oz good-quality dark chocolate, minimum 70 per cent cocoa solids
200g/7oz full-fat cream cheese
400g/14oz ricotta
75g/2½oz golden caster sugar
3 eggs
40g/1½oz cocoa powder
125g/4½oz good-quality Christmas pudding, cooked, crumbled into pieces (optional)
For the sauce
125g/4½oz good-quality dark chocolate, minimum 70 per cent cocoa solids
125ml/4½fl oz double cream
15g/½oz butter
okey.. i did some adjustment to the recipe.. i mean, the base, i did it with digestive biscuits.. and u can make the base WITH any biscuits u want.. shorties, cream custard, jammy biscuits, anything!!
For the cheesecake, crush the bourbon biscuits into crumbs and place into a bowl. Pour over the melted butter. Press into a cake tin to form the base.
Place the chocolate in a bowl over barely simmering water and melt, making sure the water doesn't touch the bottom of the bowl.
Place the cream cheese, ricotta and sugar in a food processor (i used hand-mixer, its all good) and blend until smooth.
Next add the eggs, then the cocoa powder and the melted chocolate. Stir in the Christmas pudding, if using.
Spoon the mixture onto the base. Place the cake in the oven (190 C) and cook for about one hour, or until cake is springy to the touch (it took me cake about 40 min actually). Allow to cool in the tin.
For the sauce,
place the chocolate and cream in a clean bowl over a pan of simmering water and melt, making sure the water doesn't touch the bottom of the bowl. When melted, whisk in the butter. The sauce must be prepared just before the cake is served, because it can't be reheated.
okey, i cheated.. i didnt make the sauce, i cant be bothered tooo.. by the time it came out of the oven, me tea is ready and i needed to eat it!! greedy!!so, i just poured some dbl cream and voila!!
i might do the sauce later in the evening, so amma could have the whole shebang.
maybe.
'Maybe all men are a drug. Sometimes they bring you down and sometimes, like now, they get you so high'
'and we're driving on the bypast, allright'
i L-O-V-E my xmas prezzies.
as u can see, it is soooo lovely!!
i got:
gorgeous accessorize weekend bag.
an organizer (which has beautiful pictures in it!! absolute gem)
a book (jodi piccolut 'mercy')
a scarf (which iam pretty sure is from accessorize!!)
a dorothy perkin socks (paiville, didnt i tell u i always wanted one!!)
a photo album
a journal (u see, i was thinkin to get one, and start a diary)
a bottle of bailey
a reddish marronish (heh?) leather handbag
a box of chocolate
for someone who doesnt really celebrate xmas, i think i got it good!!
it was a definite lazy day today..
woke up and made breakfast.. mum had a lie in, its only fair..
watched telly, ate roasted walnuts and opened all em prezzies..
was suppose to make a cheesecake, but to be frank, the attack of the migraine came in strong!!
slept,afternoon nap is the best thing in the world since sliced bread!!
new year celebration is such a drag.
2008 is gonna be such a responsible year for me.
if i screw up, theres no turning back.
i HAVE to grow up
sigh
'goes to sleep, with a heavy heart'
Wednesday, 26 December 2007
i'am the doctor.i'am a time lord and i will be saving you!~
Dr.Who is
abso-fucking-lutly brilliant!!
abso-fucking-lutly brilliant!!
Monday, 24 December 2007
merry christmas, happy holliday!~
if ure reading this, thank your lucky star u made it out of the supermarket and the shops alive!!
iam telling u, Christmas eve is a day when everyone is ALLOWED to be psychotic...
dont blame em..
sainsbury ran out of milk and bread, what the heck?
iam working tomorrow, but iam getting boxing day off!! cross fingers.
some nice people got me gifts, which ill be opening on boxing day.that is the day when amma and me are celebrating xmas in our own way!~ :)
cheeky buggers i know!!
i saw a cheesecake recipe which sounds divine.
shall make that.
the best things in life are free.
iam off to watch the finale of dr.who
yes yes, i know iam a wee bit to late.
it was shown in june/july 07.
but i missed it since i was home for abangs wedding.
i think john simms make a excellent master.
heard rumour that the next season shall be tennants last series!! whaaattt !!
NO!! no no no!!
i cant imagine anyone else being dr.who
owh., and the fact i fancy the hell out of him :)
anyways,
to all u people out there,
merry Christmas.
and if u dont celebrate, cmon,
just join in the fun.
u know u want to
iam telling u, Christmas eve is a day when everyone is ALLOWED to be psychotic...
dont blame em..
sainsbury ran out of milk and bread, what the heck?
iam working tomorrow, but iam getting boxing day off!! cross fingers.
some nice people got me gifts, which ill be opening on boxing day.that is the day when amma and me are celebrating xmas in our own way!~ :)
cheeky buggers i know!!
i saw a cheesecake recipe which sounds divine.
shall make that.
the best things in life are free.
iam off to watch the finale of dr.who
yes yes, i know iam a wee bit to late.
it was shown in june/july 07.
but i missed it since i was home for abangs wedding.
i think john simms make a excellent master.
heard rumour that the next season shall be tennants last series!! whaaattt !!
NO!! no no no!!
i cant imagine anyone else being dr.who
owh., and the fact i fancy the hell out of him :)
anyways,
to all u people out there,
merry Christmas.
and if u dont celebrate, cmon,
just join in the fun.
u know u want to
Saturday, 22 December 2007
rite, so do u think we should just skip dinner?
gettin ready is hard.
what to wear, the clothes, the shoes..
add -5c weather..and it doest make it any easier..
and then to consider what make up ure gonna put on...to that we can atleast PRETEND that our cheeks are naturally rosy, our lips is oh so licious and our eyes is just a smoky as a coal and that pimples wont even consider popping up in our face.
and then, add the stress of finding the perfect pair of shoes to go with the outfit!!
owh the stress!!
anyway..its gerson's birthday today..thats the reason for all this stress.
i havent seen him forever, and he hasnt change abit..
well, add a spot of goatee..he hasnt change...
now, iam off to get ready..
just hope i dont kill myself in the process..
what to wear, the clothes, the shoes..
add -5c weather..and it doest make it any easier..
and then to consider what make up ure gonna put on...to that we can atleast PRETEND that our cheeks are naturally rosy, our lips is oh so licious and our eyes is just a smoky as a coal and that pimples wont even consider popping up in our face.
and then, add the stress of finding the perfect pair of shoes to go with the outfit!!
owh the stress!!
anyway..its gerson's birthday today..thats the reason for all this stress.
i havent seen him forever, and he hasnt change abit..
well, add a spot of goatee..he hasnt change...
now, iam off to get ready..
just hope i dont kill myself in the process..
Friday, 21 December 2007
no, dont pour the hot water, the mirror will crack!~
the nights has been cold, and i cant sleep.
the heater is blasting hot air, and my room is stuffy.
i need cold air, but when the window open, the breeze makes u feel like ure in the Arctic circle.
its friday, 11.15pm and iam off to bed.
yes, a boring life i would say.
ive given up on humanity.
david calls me a humbug.
off to jason birthday celebration tomorrow. god knoes what thats gonnna be like.
i havent seen him since.. forever!!
it would be nice to talk to an old friend :)
ps: whats all this news about em celebrity getting pregnant..
lily allen is, no surprise..
britney sister, a 16 yr old chix? now, isnt that a scandal.
*sigh*
we know now whats the tabloid gonna write about for about 2 months...bloody waste of space!!
and so, i stood back up. because when real people fall, they stand up, and continue with their journey!~
the heater is blasting hot air, and my room is stuffy.
i need cold air, but when the window open, the breeze makes u feel like ure in the Arctic circle.
its friday, 11.15pm and iam off to bed.
yes, a boring life i would say.
ive given up on humanity.
david calls me a humbug.
off to jason birthday celebration tomorrow. god knoes what thats gonnna be like.
i havent seen him since.. forever!!
it would be nice to talk to an old friend :)
ps: whats all this news about em celebrity getting pregnant..
lily allen is, no surprise..
britney sister, a 16 yr old chix? now, isnt that a scandal.
*sigh*
we know now whats the tabloid gonna write about for about 2 months...bloody waste of space!!
and so, i stood back up. because when real people fall, they stand up, and continue with their journey!~
Thursday, 20 December 2007
owh, another sale, lets go in there!!
my momma once told me that iam a shopaholic.
i never believed her.
bu today it was a different matter.
i was shopping for others (excuses!!)
went off to town, came bag with a truck full of bags!! nasty!
bought a wholleeee lotta gifts, and i swear, my arms muscle are aching!!
so, bought 3 pairs.. YES, 3 pairs of shoes.
a red, a brown metallic and a brown leather court shoes. i love!! it was a bargain, i love sales!!
then, amma bought me my dream. yes. my dream.
it was a accessorize weekend bag. for all my weekends getaway needs! :)
bought gifts for helen and david.. not gonna tell u what it is david!! wait till xmas!!
got amma 3 tops, really nice wintry ones..
i just need jeans.
a really nice jeans.
one of those straight cut jeans. those ones in monsoon.
i love monsoon. and ive introduced monsoon to those who are dear to me.
and till this day.. diana still longs for monsoon dresses.
its okey diana.. we shall get u one when ure down here.
talked to diana about a possible getaway to dublin in january.
it all depends i guess..
what the uni schedule gonna be like..
how much is the driving school gonna cost me..
how much is the flight ticket...
if jay is gonna strangle me and say 'no more holidays!!'
questions questions questions!~
melinda, iam still waiting for the birthday pictures! its taking u ages!!
i have a dream.
that someday, i shall have a walk in shoe closet.
and lemme tell u, iam gonna get it
i never believed her.
bu today it was a different matter.
i was shopping for others (excuses!!)
went off to town, came bag with a truck full of bags!! nasty!
bought a wholleeee lotta gifts, and i swear, my arms muscle are aching!!
so, bought 3 pairs.. YES, 3 pairs of shoes.
a red, a brown metallic and a brown leather court shoes. i love!! it was a bargain, i love sales!!
then, amma bought me my dream. yes. my dream.
it was a accessorize weekend bag. for all my weekends getaway needs! :)
bought gifts for helen and david.. not gonna tell u what it is david!! wait till xmas!!
got amma 3 tops, really nice wintry ones..
i just need jeans.
a really nice jeans.
one of those straight cut jeans. those ones in monsoon.
i love monsoon. and ive introduced monsoon to those who are dear to me.
and till this day.. diana still longs for monsoon dresses.
its okey diana.. we shall get u one when ure down here.
talked to diana about a possible getaway to dublin in january.
it all depends i guess..
what the uni schedule gonna be like..
how much is the driving school gonna cost me..
how much is the flight ticket...
if jay is gonna strangle me and say 'no more holidays!!'
questions questions questions!~
melinda, iam still waiting for the birthday pictures! its taking u ages!!
i have a dream.
that someday, i shall have a walk in shoe closet.
and lemme tell u, iam gonna get it
Wednesday, 19 December 2007
I shoulda called the police on ure ass!!
who the fuck do u think u r?
iam bloody annoyed at myself now for letting u get to me!!
u think its all macho to go aggressive on me?
u think shouting and blaming me will get u anywhere near the truth?
i dont need ure bloody money! i earn more in a day than u can earn in a week!
i shoulda kick ure ass out from the hotel!!
part of me wanted u to confront me again for the 3rd time, so that i can call the police on ya, and get u bloody locked up.
and i swear, if i was a man, i woulda given u one, rite on the face!~
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sigh
the things u deal with when ure on reception.
unbelievable amount of shit!
i dont think i will want to/can ever deal with a volatile husband.
i dont know how some women deal with it, and still be in love with this kinda men.
these men, are cowards.
no balls, all talk.
i feel bad for making a big deal out of this.
i feel even more annoyed at myself that i called up jay, and i actually thought of leaving work early.
that prick made me doubt myself.
just remember, ure all grown up now rashi,
yes u are.
and life, it aint always funky dory.
iam bloody annoyed at myself now for letting u get to me!!
u think its all macho to go aggressive on me?
u think shouting and blaming me will get u anywhere near the truth?
i dont need ure bloody money! i earn more in a day than u can earn in a week!
i shoulda kick ure ass out from the hotel!!
part of me wanted u to confront me again for the 3rd time, so that i can call the police on ya, and get u bloody locked up.
and i swear, if i was a man, i woulda given u one, rite on the face!~
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sigh
the things u deal with when ure on reception.
unbelievable amount of shit!
i dont think i will want to/can ever deal with a volatile husband.
i dont know how some women deal with it, and still be in love with this kinda men.
these men, are cowards.
no balls, all talk.
i feel bad for making a big deal out of this.
i feel even more annoyed at myself that i called up jay, and i actually thought of leaving work early.
that prick made me doubt myself.
just remember, ure all grown up now rashi,
yes u are.
and life, it aint always funky dory.
happy birthday dear Rohaizzzuuuuuu!! ure legal baby!!
BBC radio one censored the word 'slut' and 'faggot' that was in the Pogues's 'fairytale of new york' song.
this is wrong..
i mean, that is a Christmas classic u see..
its been playing over and over and over again for about 20 years now!!
and their reason was, it is 'offending the public'
ok, maybe one or two, but not the whole nation.
we are just pissed that ure doing that.. Political Correctness gone MAAADDDDD!!
owh yes, its the same with the Christmas thingy wasnt it.. they think its better we call Christmas 'winter celebration' @ summat..
owh please, lets not get overboard here..
elf and safety people are making our lives miserable already, so please dont add all this PC stuff in it!!
owh, u know.. i have ANOTHER secret...
i dont know how to whistle!!
BUT,
improvement is on its way..
coz i just realize.. yesterday, while we were shopping, i was whistling to a song!! :)
i have a feeling..
now, iam a propa grown up person :)
grocery shopping came up to £50 yesterday.. 1st time in the history of our grocery shopping!!! i have nooooooooooo idea what the hell we bought!
well, throw in some cream, cheese,cake mix,soups and a whollleeee lot of fish, its 50 quid out of ure pocket..
i'am working xmas day, no fun at all since the telly programs on that day is banging!!
cross fingers i get boxing day @ summat.. atleast we can PRENTEND to celeberate xmas.. hahahahahhahhahaha..
with the cold weather in our midst, i think the nation is hoping for a white xmas.. and i have a feeling, we might get it!~ but, thats what we say everrryyyy year!! bah!
xmas aside, its aidiladha this thursday.. i mean, tomorrow!! i saw a glorious picture in the paper. an aerial few of mecca, and it was just filled with people. it said about 2 million people is expecting to do the haj this year. my heart warms because, there they are, having serenity. and iam envious. coz here we are.. leading a chaotic and sometimes, miserable life.
then, i thought of adiladha celebration at home.. by this time, relatives will be giving out meat to us.. and amm woulda cooked some nicceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee rendang!! daaammm!!! she promised to do some tonite!! :)
shish, i miss the family!~
this is wrong..
i mean, that is a Christmas classic u see..
its been playing over and over and over again for about 20 years now!!
and their reason was, it is 'offending the public'
ok, maybe one or two, but not the whole nation.
we are just pissed that ure doing that.. Political Correctness gone MAAADDDDD!!
owh yes, its the same with the Christmas thingy wasnt it.. they think its better we call Christmas 'winter celebration' @ summat..
owh please, lets not get overboard here..
elf and safety people are making our lives miserable already, so please dont add all this PC stuff in it!!
owh, u know.. i have ANOTHER secret...
i dont know how to whistle!!
BUT,
improvement is on its way..
coz i just realize.. yesterday, while we were shopping, i was whistling to a song!! :)
i have a feeling..
now, iam a propa grown up person :)
grocery shopping came up to £50 yesterday.. 1st time in the history of our grocery shopping!!! i have nooooooooooo idea what the hell we bought!
well, throw in some cream, cheese,cake mix,soups and a whollleeee lot of fish, its 50 quid out of ure pocket..
i'am working xmas day, no fun at all since the telly programs on that day is banging!!
cross fingers i get boxing day @ summat.. atleast we can PRENTEND to celeberate xmas.. hahahahahhahhahaha..
with the cold weather in our midst, i think the nation is hoping for a white xmas.. and i have a feeling, we might get it!~ but, thats what we say everrryyyy year!! bah!
xmas aside, its aidiladha this thursday.. i mean, tomorrow!! i saw a glorious picture in the paper. an aerial few of mecca, and it was just filled with people. it said about 2 million people is expecting to do the haj this year. my heart warms because, there they are, having serenity. and iam envious. coz here we are.. leading a chaotic and sometimes, miserable life.
then, i thought of adiladha celebration at home.. by this time, relatives will be giving out meat to us.. and amm woulda cooked some nicceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee rendang!! daaammm!!! she promised to do some tonite!! :)
shish, i miss the family!~
Tuesday, 18 December 2007
david, i loveee cream cakes!!
why did carrie cheat on aidan?
and worse still.. she cheated with mr.big
i cant comprehend that.
and then.. it clicked..
there are 2 types of women..
there are safe women... women who likes a safe kinda guy. who is nice, charming, thoughtful (aidan)
and then there are women who likes the bad boys.
u know, hoping they could change em. they like em boys who cant commit, arrogant and just plain selfish (mr. big)
i know she ends up with mr.big
but i woulda love her to be with aidan. he is utterly sweet
aidiladha is this thursday.. asked helen for a day off instead if having to work.. might do some shopping session in the morning after driving class.. and then we r celebrating aidiladha.. how we gonna do it, i have no idea. all i know is.. rendang is on the menu!!
been waiting for this Thursday since forever.. my body cant tolerate all em late shifts anymore..
iam gettin dizzy and if another bloody drunkard walks in the hotel, im'ma punch em good.
didnt i tell u iam in a happy mood?
and worse still.. she cheated with mr.big
i cant comprehend that.
and then.. it clicked..
there are 2 types of women..
there are safe women... women who likes a safe kinda guy. who is nice, charming, thoughtful (aidan)
and then there are women who likes the bad boys.
u know, hoping they could change em. they like em boys who cant commit, arrogant and just plain selfish (mr. big)
i know she ends up with mr.big
but i woulda love her to be with aidan. he is utterly sweet
aidiladha is this thursday.. asked helen for a day off instead if having to work.. might do some shopping session in the morning after driving class.. and then we r celebrating aidiladha.. how we gonna do it, i have no idea. all i know is.. rendang is on the menu!!
been waiting for this Thursday since forever.. my body cant tolerate all em late shifts anymore..
iam gettin dizzy and if another bloody drunkard walks in the hotel, im'ma punch em good.
didnt i tell u iam in a happy mood?
so, let's overtake that car in front of ya, what do ya think?
driving lesson was in the morning.
quite exciting since the road was icy!~ nice!!
so, my instructor told me to overtake another car. another learner!!
dammm, and u know what, once u speed, u can never slow down.
i wonder how i will do in the test
bah!!
chritsmas is next week!! cant believe it!
but one thing i know for sure,
the programs on telly, cracking!!
theres so many Christmas special, i cant even begin to explain!!
hammy just told me she is packing for her holiday.
she is off to msia in january.
i miss the 'iam packing coz iam off to vacation' feeling..
and the anticipation!! when ure in the airport and in the flight!!
i wonder how is everybody doing?
i wonder if that neighbour of mine is plannin to sell that mini of hers
wonder wonder wonder
the best way to end your day is with an episode of sex and the city.
quite exciting since the road was icy!~ nice!!
so, my instructor told me to overtake another car. another learner!!
dammm, and u know what, once u speed, u can never slow down.
i wonder how i will do in the test
bah!!
chritsmas is next week!! cant believe it!
but one thing i know for sure,
the programs on telly, cracking!!
theres so many Christmas special, i cant even begin to explain!!
hammy just told me she is packing for her holiday.
she is off to msia in january.
i miss the 'iam packing coz iam off to vacation' feeling..
and the anticipation!! when ure in the airport and in the flight!!
i wonder how is everybody doing?
i wonder if that neighbour of mine is plannin to sell that mini of hers
wonder wonder wonder
the best way to end your day is with an episode of sex and the city.
Monday, 17 December 2007
will i be driving on ice tomorrow? looks like it!~
its freaking cold.
i cant sleep coz it aint warm in me bed.
looked out to the sky, full of stars.
looked out at the road, full of ice.
literally.
its really frosting out there.. looked like the snow came down..
iam shall do a wee bit of experimenting then.. iam putting a glass of water outside the window tomorrow nite, and i will want to see it with me OWN eye, what will happen to the water.. yes i know, it will turn into ice. but, I want to SEE it.
and according to the ever wise paiville, i shall only fill the glass half way :)
i did tell u that paivi is yoda rite? :)
i need sleep...
(presses replay for travis 'closer')
stop listening to songs!!!
currently loving the maccabees and newton faulkner.
Leon won x-factor.what was THAT about?
and,
what is more annoying than leona lewis 'bleeding love?'
katie melua knocking off bleeding love on the charts!!i sure hope she aint singing about some 'millions of bicycle in beijing'
shall avoid walking around town by myself.
i have a feeling, them teenage girls are seeking revenge on me since i kicked em out of the hotel.
sleep.
i.need.sleep.
help
i cant sleep coz it aint warm in me bed.
looked out to the sky, full of stars.
looked out at the road, full of ice.
literally.
its really frosting out there.. looked like the snow came down..
iam shall do a wee bit of experimenting then.. iam putting a glass of water outside the window tomorrow nite, and i will want to see it with me OWN eye, what will happen to the water.. yes i know, it will turn into ice. but, I want to SEE it.
and according to the ever wise paiville, i shall only fill the glass half way :)
i did tell u that paivi is yoda rite? :)
i need sleep...
(presses replay for travis 'closer')
stop listening to songs!!!
currently loving the maccabees and newton faulkner.
Leon won x-factor.what was THAT about?
and,
what is more annoying than leona lewis 'bleeding love?'
katie melua knocking off bleeding love on the charts!!i sure hope she aint singing about some 'millions of bicycle in beijing'
shall avoid walking around town by myself.
i have a feeling, them teenage girls are seeking revenge on me since i kicked em out of the hotel.
sleep.
i.need.sleep.
help
dont bullshit the bullshitter!! nuff said!~
what a fucking heavy day!!
iam swearing coz iam tired with people's attitude!
drunkards!!
this cheers me up tremendously, believe it or not!
Oh what a feeling, I'm feeling life
iam totally loving the video!
i need a headbanging gig to sort me out.
iam missing drum and bass.
i need anna!~
iam swearing coz iam tired with people's attitude!
drunkards!!
this cheers me up tremendously, believe it or not!
Oh what a feeling, I'm feeling life
iam totally loving the video!
i need a headbanging gig to sort me out.
iam missing drum and bass.
i need anna!~
Saturday, 15 December 2007
happy birthday dear melindaaa!!
current favourite advertisement on the telly!!
this is a beer ad, for carling.
its hillarious!!
guy 1:cmon, its my birthday!! :)
guy 2: ure bday? of course we r goin out!!
guy 3:ight, its brightening up!!
(my favourite lines!!)
and this is another beer ad!!
gosh, they're selling alcohol like madddddd mens here!!
neways, i can jsut imagine this happening annually in some small lil italian village :)
amma called the abangs today.
they were on their way back from a cousins wedding.
and i cant believe about 4 months ago, we were goin around like crazy nutters sorting things out. i miss the 3rd abang coz i havent seen much of him lately.
heck, i miss all the abangs.. and the sis inlaws tooooo
shameless is baaacccccckkkkk!!
i mean..its coming back soon. preview is in.... and mimi i back with greatest one liners ever!! and frank gallagher.. well, he's legend, aint he?
watched 100 greatest scary moments today.. i give u the top ten (u thought i was gonna type up all the 100?) nutter!!
10 - A Nightmare On Elm Street
9 - The Omen
8 - The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
7 - Halloween
6 - Ring
5 - The Blair Witch Project
4 - Alien
3 - Jaws
2 - The Exorcist
1 - The Shining
iam off to bed. but in me head, jack nicholson head is just popping on the window!!!
bllllaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
this is a beer ad, for carling.
its hillarious!!
guy 1:cmon, its my birthday!! :)
guy 2: ure bday? of course we r goin out!!
guy 3:ight, its brightening up!!
(my favourite lines!!)
and this is another beer ad!!
gosh, they're selling alcohol like madddddd mens here!!
neways, i can jsut imagine this happening annually in some small lil italian village :)
amma called the abangs today.
they were on their way back from a cousins wedding.
and i cant believe about 4 months ago, we were goin around like crazy nutters sorting things out. i miss the 3rd abang coz i havent seen much of him lately.
heck, i miss all the abangs.. and the sis inlaws tooooo
shameless is baaacccccckkkkk!!
i mean..its coming back soon. preview is in.... and mimi i back with greatest one liners ever!! and frank gallagher.. well, he's legend, aint he?
watched 100 greatest scary moments today.. i give u the top ten (u thought i was gonna type up all the 100?) nutter!!
10 - A Nightmare On Elm Street
9 - The Omen
8 - The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
7 - Halloween
6 - Ring
5 - The Blair Witch Project
4 - Alien
3 - Jaws
2 - The Exorcist
1 - The Shining
iam off to bed. but in me head, jack nicholson head is just popping on the window!!!
bllllaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Friday, 14 December 2007
Monsoon party range is to die for!~
i need a weekend bag.
u know, those big ass bag/handbags where u can basically stuff ure whole wardrobe in.
i need one of those.
and, since the bank is in a healthy state, i think i better splurge on shopping before iam totally skint next month.
will smith latest movie, I am legend.
any idea whats it about?
all i know, he is supposedly the last man on earth.
and thats it..
i shall miss parky..
but thank god we still have mr jonathan ross :)
u know, those big ass bag/handbags where u can basically stuff ure whole wardrobe in.
i need one of those.
and, since the bank is in a healthy state, i think i better splurge on shopping before iam totally skint next month.
will smith latest movie, I am legend.
any idea whats it about?
all i know, he is supposedly the last man on earth.
and thats it..
i shall miss parky..
but thank god we still have mr jonathan ross :)
where the hell am i, how come its already 11am?
garbage truck should never do rubbish collection at 9am in the morning..
my mother told me to never lie.
well,
theres nothin much to talk about actually..
iam practically doing nothin with my life except working/studyin.
iam gettin bored with life.
when can i stop worrying about eduction and start worrying about what date should i host my dinner parties?
iam gonna be a slammin dinner party host.
this, i have no doubt!! :)
now, lets just see if someone can get me mini cooper sorted
iam a dreamer. that, i am
but, its sad to see all this angst in teenagers now!! (yes, i aint a teenager no more. i have fully embraced the term, 'adult')
they swear like gordon ramsay (which i KNOW doesnt swear as much when he is at home) and they're always pissed off at someone/something.
Let me assure u, the next time u click on one of em profiles/blog/facebook/myspace , u WILL read about 'how they love that shoe/dress/jeans they saw on the display but will beg their parents for thousand just to have em, in the name of fashion/how they r pissed off at their stalker/ex boyfriend and how they r looking forward to the weekend coz thats when they can indulge in alcohol/drugs'
is there no intelligence anymore in the world?
iam off to re-read 'the time travellers wife'
i got confused the 1st time reading it, iam having seconds :)
yes hammy, the book is STILL with me
come and pick it up will ya?
theres nothin much to talk about actually..
iam practically doing nothin with my life except working/studyin.
iam gettin bored with life.
when can i stop worrying about eduction and start worrying about what date should i host my dinner parties?
iam gonna be a slammin dinner party host.
this, i have no doubt!! :)
now, lets just see if someone can get me mini cooper sorted
iam a dreamer. that, i am
but, its sad to see all this angst in teenagers now!! (yes, i aint a teenager no more. i have fully embraced the term, 'adult')
they swear like gordon ramsay (which i KNOW doesnt swear as much when he is at home) and they're always pissed off at someone/something.
Let me assure u, the next time u click on one of em profiles/blog/facebook/myspace , u WILL read about 'how they love that shoe/dress/jeans they saw on the display but will beg their parents for thousand just to have em, in the name of fashion/how they r pissed off at their stalker/ex boyfriend and how they r looking forward to the weekend coz thats when they can indulge in alcohol/drugs'
is there no intelligence anymore in the world?
iam off to re-read 'the time travellers wife'
i got confused the 1st time reading it, iam having seconds :)
yes hammy, the book is STILL with me
come and pick it up will ya?
Thursday, 13 December 2007
whats cooler than ice cold? its the british weather!!
according to Merriam-Webster, woot is 'the word of the year 2007'
woot woot woooooott!!
woot woot woooooott!!
Tuesday, 11 December 2007
the travelling bug has bitten, and i feel itchy. i need a holliday.
my life is a routine..
studies, parties, work, meet ups and when iam bored with it all..
i feel like i HAVE to take a holliday.
thats exactly how i feel now...
paivi is in dublin all alone (such a lie coz i know she is having a gala time) and i MUST visit her.. (if i dont..she will.. hurmm.. she will die of boredom)
so yes.. jay, expect me to ask.. jaaayyy.,. i need holliday..
but not for a week.. 4 days will be allrite i guess :)
i miss hangin out with paivi with those black stuff :)
i miss talkin ethical stuff with her..
somehow.. she seems wiser than me.
she knoes the world.. she is not just gandalf.. she is yoda :)
i need to be inspired..
life is such a routine its becoming such a bore..
i wish i had like.. and MI5 agent work or summat..
mission of the day : keep ure eye on the target.. move in..move in!!
thats exciting heh
and at times like this.. i usually turn to music..
if i need to cry.. i will play a damien rice/coldplay record..
if i need to bitch about somebody i will prolly listen to Arctic monkeys..
and randomly, this embrace song popped in my head:
embrace:world at ure feet
there is no denying the faith that this people have over their team.
england is the best football team, period.
tell them otherwise and i shall guarantee u, ull be chucked into thames river.
its gonna be quiet then next yr
no england in euro 08, means no partying/gathering in the pub for games.
sigh, what shall we do for summer then?
blah, life is becoming such a bore...
but, with the world at my feet, i can do just about anythin
ps: david blaine (u know, that wizardly bloke that hung in a glass cage in tower of london) is doing another stunt.
this time, he is gonna try and see how long he can stay awake. he is giving up his sleep.. in my mind.. he is insane!! how can u give up sleep? i love me sleep time!!
the 1st guy that tried to do this stayed awake for about 8 days.. but his brain was permanently damaged...the record holder is a guy that managed to stay awake for about 11 day and summat hours. ..i think he did it for a school project..(i cant be bothered to double check all this fact. iam not in the mood, and i dont really want to find out)
pps: can u people plllssss stop requestin/buying/download leona lewis bleeding love record? i cant stand that song.. and dont get me started on the video.. fine, yes, ure hurting. ure bleeding love.. but tell me.. tell me why the hell does alll the women in ure video need to be wearing just bra and knickers and wriggle around on the floor?
yes, we know sex sells, just dont overdo it!!! and no love, it aint jelousy!! its just hatred basically :)
matchbox twenty-bright lights.
this song gets me, EVERY SINGLE TIME
studies, parties, work, meet ups and when iam bored with it all..
i feel like i HAVE to take a holliday.
thats exactly how i feel now...
paivi is in dublin all alone (such a lie coz i know she is having a gala time) and i MUST visit her.. (if i dont..she will.. hurmm.. she will die of boredom)
so yes.. jay, expect me to ask.. jaaayyy.,. i need holliday..
but not for a week.. 4 days will be allrite i guess :)
i miss hangin out with paivi with those black stuff :)
i miss talkin ethical stuff with her..
somehow.. she seems wiser than me.
she knoes the world.. she is not just gandalf.. she is yoda :)
i need to be inspired..
life is such a routine its becoming such a bore..
i wish i had like.. and MI5 agent work or summat..
mission of the day : keep ure eye on the target.. move in..move in!!
thats exciting heh
and at times like this.. i usually turn to music..
if i need to cry.. i will play a damien rice/coldplay record..
if i need to bitch about somebody i will prolly listen to Arctic monkeys..
and randomly, this embrace song popped in my head:
embrace:world at ure feet
there is no denying the faith that this people have over their team.
england is the best football team, period.
tell them otherwise and i shall guarantee u, ull be chucked into thames river.
its gonna be quiet then next yr
no england in euro 08, means no partying/gathering in the pub for games.
sigh, what shall we do for summer then?
blah, life is becoming such a bore...
but, with the world at my feet, i can do just about anythin
ps: david blaine (u know, that wizardly bloke that hung in a glass cage in tower of london) is doing another stunt.
this time, he is gonna try and see how long he can stay awake. he is giving up his sleep.. in my mind.. he is insane!! how can u give up sleep? i love me sleep time!!
the 1st guy that tried to do this stayed awake for about 8 days.. but his brain was permanently damaged...the record holder is a guy that managed to stay awake for about 11 day and summat hours. ..i think he did it for a school project..(i cant be bothered to double check all this fact. iam not in the mood, and i dont really want to find out)
pps: can u people plllssss stop requestin/buying/download leona lewis bleeding love record? i cant stand that song.. and dont get me started on the video.. fine, yes, ure hurting. ure bleeding love.. but tell me.. tell me why the hell does alll the women in ure video need to be wearing just bra and knickers and wriggle around on the floor?
yes, we know sex sells, just dont overdo it!!! and no love, it aint jelousy!! its just hatred basically :)
matchbox twenty-bright lights.
this song gets me, EVERY SINGLE TIME
its making me wonder alll over again
is it true that ure not allowed to brush ure teeth an hour after uve eaten?
read somewhere in the newspaper that claims if we brush our teeth an hour after we've eaten , it will lead to acid erosion on our teeth, coz we're brushing it onto our teeth..blap!~
i thought the movie 'golden compass' would explode onto the scene.. but heard reports that its not making as much impact as they thought they would.. u seee.. after uve seen em star wars and lords of the rings.. nothin impress us anymore heh?
is it bad to start thinking about next yr's holliday? i cant help but think about my trip to malaysia next yr..
owh paiville, do u wanna come? pllllssssssssssssssssss
ive yet seen the chritsmas light in bond street/oxford circus.. iam dying for a shopping session..but i dont know if i have the guts to face the shoppers...
but boxing day sallllleeeee, now thats another matter... :)
iam off for a cuppa tea.. i need to call ezu.. i miss her..
tremendously..
read somewhere in the newspaper that claims if we brush our teeth an hour after we've eaten , it will lead to acid erosion on our teeth, coz we're brushing it onto our teeth..blap!~
i thought the movie 'golden compass' would explode onto the scene.. but heard reports that its not making as much impact as they thought they would.. u seee.. after uve seen em star wars and lords of the rings.. nothin impress us anymore heh?
is it bad to start thinking about next yr's holliday? i cant help but think about my trip to malaysia next yr..
owh paiville, do u wanna come? pllllssssssssssssssssss
ive yet seen the chritsmas light in bond street/oxford circus.. iam dying for a shopping session..but i dont know if i have the guts to face the shoppers...
but boxing day sallllleeeee, now thats another matter... :)
iam off for a cuppa tea.. i need to call ezu.. i miss her..
tremendously..
Monday, 10 December 2007
always look at the bright side of life!~
iam an eternal optimist
and iam insanely crazy over bands that does acoustic performance.
long live radio one live lounge!!
and iam insanely crazy over bands that does acoustic performance.
long live radio one live lounge!!
look out, ure about to hit the kerb!!
:)
thank god that didnt happen...
my 1st ever step becoming jeremy clarkson started today.. :)
hell yeah it feels good!
i mean.. how the hell do humans go on about their life without knowing how to drive!! crazy!!
newayz.. if was my 1st ever lessons.. and it like...
he put me to the driver sit and told me..
ok..now drive.. i was likeee... what?!!!
this doesnt happen in msia!! u get to drive around in a field!! and with some cones around!!
iam on a busy road!! with loads of bends and turns!!
muuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyy
but then i realize...
em drivers r really polite towards learners :)
i looooooooooveeeeeeeeeeee this country!!
keep em polite coming!!
thank god that didnt happen...
my 1st ever step becoming jeremy clarkson started today.. :)
hell yeah it feels good!
i mean.. how the hell do humans go on about their life without knowing how to drive!! crazy!!
newayz.. if was my 1st ever lessons.. and it like...
he put me to the driver sit and told me..
ok..now drive.. i was likeee... what?!!!
this doesnt happen in msia!! u get to drive around in a field!! and with some cones around!!
iam on a busy road!! with loads of bends and turns!!
muuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyy
but then i realize...
em drivers r really polite towards learners :)
i looooooooooveeeeeeeeeeee this country!!
keep em polite coming!!
Sunday, 9 December 2007
iam a classy chix, but i still say fuck every now and then, surprise? owh please!!!~
i want to be mr jeremy clarkson..
lets face it..
he test drive expensive, beautiful, marvellous, genius and brilliant cars.
he writes utter nonsense in his book and gets paid a hell lot..
he has his telly show worth millions prolly..
and this week, he was let off by the police when he wanted to punch the hell out of a hoodie boy that was threatening him..
i mean.. let it male or female.. we want to be jeremy clarkson..
and when i am, iam telling off richard hammond for having that really gurlish hair on for the latest season of top gear!!
anddd!! i need to know who the stig is!!!
the 1st step of being mr clarkson.
i need to know how to drive..
iam having me lessons tomorrow...
all of the sudden..
i feel like a kid
muuummmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
lets face it..
he test drive expensive, beautiful, marvellous, genius and brilliant cars.
he writes utter nonsense in his book and gets paid a hell lot..
he has his telly show worth millions prolly..
and this week, he was let off by the police when he wanted to punch the hell out of a hoodie boy that was threatening him..
i mean.. let it male or female.. we want to be jeremy clarkson..
and when i am, iam telling off richard hammond for having that really gurlish hair on for the latest season of top gear!!
anddd!! i need to know who the stig is!!!
the 1st step of being mr clarkson.
i need to know how to drive..
iam having me lessons tomorrow...
all of the sudden..
i feel like a kid
muuummmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
teddy-picker!~
so, darwin the 'lying cheating canoeist' will be charged for deception.
seriously.. how he got away with it for 5 years amazed me!!
so, this week, came to light a story..which at the 1st time u hear it, is seeped with conspiracy...
the story begins about 5 days ago.. this man went to a london police station and claimed..'i think iam a missing person'
well.. he said.. he has amnesia and cant remember anything from the past 5 years.. the police dig around and found out that he is john darwin , a missing canoeist.. it seems.. 5 years ago..he went out canoe-ing(iam not sure if it was on a beach, lake @ something like that) but his safety jacket was found 2 days later..and his canoe was found by the search party 5 days later all smashed up..and they couldnt find the body.. so..family friends thought that he died.. naturally
rite?
HELL NO, i mean, the story is sooo full of mystery, i bet u.. i would take the police 2 days to find out the truth..
and so.. the truth was found..
he did alll that so that his wife could claim the insurance and pay their debt !!!
a year after he supposedly dies, he knocked on the family home door, told his wife he is not dead.. but lets do this together.. the wife said yes.. the wife said that she loved him..thats y she was in in the conspiracy (bloody love makes u blind)
if iam not mistaken.. he lived in the family home with her.. for the last 5 years.. the sad part was that they didnt tell the 2 children..so when they came to visit mum, he would stay in a secret part of the house.. he had to do that if ANYONE come.. in the winter, he would go out, cover his face with scarf, and hat.. and he would walk around and nobody would recognize him..but he couldnt do that in the summer months of course!!
bloody deception for bloody 5 years.. he finally gave up when he missed his sons too much.. he had to see them..thats y he went over to the police station and gave up...
his wife cashed in the insurance and got money.. paid the debt.. and moved to panama.. they were there last year for vacation and they fell in love with a house there.. of course that is NOT true.. they fell in love with the country coz no one would recognize him would they?
the stupid part was.. last year.. when they were on holliday..they went to an estate agent about buying a house.. and they took a picture with him!! the estate agent asked if he could post the picture on the website.. u know.. as in 'another happy client thingy' OH MY GODDD!!!
seriously..
was he stupid enough to think that scotland yard wouldnt find out his deception?
seriously!!
thats like thinking...
u can lie to ure doctors about being overweight!!
its suuunnnndddaaaaaaayyyyy!!
my favourite day of the week.. :)
the lounging day..
the relaxing day..
the telly day...
the hangover day..
i loveeeee sunday...
its monday tomorrow.. (duh) and i have 2 days off from work..
i have...
-driving lessons in the morn
-need to do groceries shopping
-shall make dinner (iam craving for homemade burger)
-clean me room
-sort out new arrangements for room (to usher in the new year u see)
-cut me hair!! i needddd short hair
-bake a cake.. a good chocolate fudge cake
it look promising...i shall do all of that listed.. i hope so...
new year is beckoning..
i feel good about this year's celebration..
last year it was with hammy..
the year before that..london thames which was freeezzziiinnnggg me ass off!!
i thought.. y not, go off to thames river, watch the magnificent fireworks display,
the one that ive been watchin on the telly in msia..
yes!! i should do that..
well..did that..and bloody regretted it..
it was cold..people was rude.. to get out after that was a nightmare..
so.. jason told me he has the new year off.. shall go off to guanabara hopefully :)
resolution:
-shall travel to atleast 2 country next yr. iam thinking dublin :) seriously paiville..dont go home before i visit u!!
WAIT!!
what the hell!!
iam hearing seagulls outside of me windows!!
i thought they hang around and chill by the sea? no?
no surprise tho..with the weather outside.. u would think ure on a beach somewhere in uk. showery, damp, loads of rocks,dreary.
yes, back to resolution
-shall meet up with the malacca gang when iam down for raya.
-shall meet up sham. somehow, anyhow.
-shall ace the last year of degree
-get me license.
-shall put some money in savings account!!!!
lord.. i dont want to think..
all this resolution..
shit.. it reminds me of harder times in the future..
i wish it was simple..
'eh awak, nak main galah panjang tak?'
seriously.. how he got away with it for 5 years amazed me!!
so, this week, came to light a story..which at the 1st time u hear it, is seeped with conspiracy...
the story begins about 5 days ago.. this man went to a london police station and claimed..'i think iam a missing person'
well.. he said.. he has amnesia and cant remember anything from the past 5 years.. the police dig around and found out that he is john darwin , a missing canoeist.. it seems.. 5 years ago..he went out canoe-ing(iam not sure if it was on a beach, lake @ something like that) but his safety jacket was found 2 days later..and his canoe was found by the search party 5 days later all smashed up..and they couldnt find the body.. so..family friends thought that he died.. naturally
rite?
HELL NO, i mean, the story is sooo full of mystery, i bet u.. i would take the police 2 days to find out the truth..
and so.. the truth was found..
he did alll that so that his wife could claim the insurance and pay their debt !!!
a year after he supposedly dies, he knocked on the family home door, told his wife he is not dead.. but lets do this together.. the wife said yes.. the wife said that she loved him..thats y she was in in the conspiracy (bloody love makes u blind)
if iam not mistaken.. he lived in the family home with her.. for the last 5 years.. the sad part was that they didnt tell the 2 children..so when they came to visit mum, he would stay in a secret part of the house.. he had to do that if ANYONE come.. in the winter, he would go out, cover his face with scarf, and hat.. and he would walk around and nobody would recognize him..but he couldnt do that in the summer months of course!!
bloody deception for bloody 5 years.. he finally gave up when he missed his sons too much.. he had to see them..thats y he went over to the police station and gave up...
his wife cashed in the insurance and got money.. paid the debt.. and moved to panama.. they were there last year for vacation and they fell in love with a house there.. of course that is NOT true.. they fell in love with the country coz no one would recognize him would they?
the stupid part was.. last year.. when they were on holliday..they went to an estate agent about buying a house.. and they took a picture with him!! the estate agent asked if he could post the picture on the website.. u know.. as in 'another happy client thingy' OH MY GODDD!!!
seriously..
was he stupid enough to think that scotland yard wouldnt find out his deception?
seriously!!
thats like thinking...
u can lie to ure doctors about being overweight!!
its suuunnnndddaaaaaaayyyyy!!
my favourite day of the week.. :)
the lounging day..
the relaxing day..
the telly day...
the hangover day..
i loveeeee sunday...
its monday tomorrow.. (duh) and i have 2 days off from work..
i have...
-driving lessons in the morn
-need to do groceries shopping
-shall make dinner (iam craving for homemade burger)
-clean me room
-sort out new arrangements for room (to usher in the new year u see)
-cut me hair!! i needddd short hair
-bake a cake.. a good chocolate fudge cake
it look promising...i shall do all of that listed.. i hope so...
new year is beckoning..
i feel good about this year's celebration..
last year it was with hammy..
the year before that..london thames which was freeezzziiinnnggg me ass off!!
i thought.. y not, go off to thames river, watch the magnificent fireworks display,
the one that ive been watchin on the telly in msia..
yes!! i should do that..
well..did that..and bloody regretted it..
it was cold..people was rude.. to get out after that was a nightmare..
so.. jason told me he has the new year off.. shall go off to guanabara hopefully :)
resolution:
-shall travel to atleast 2 country next yr. iam thinking dublin :) seriously paiville..dont go home before i visit u!!
WAIT!!
what the hell!!
iam hearing seagulls outside of me windows!!
i thought they hang around and chill by the sea? no?
no surprise tho..with the weather outside.. u would think ure on a beach somewhere in uk. showery, damp, loads of rocks,dreary.
yes, back to resolution
-shall meet up with the malacca gang when iam down for raya.
-shall meet up sham. somehow, anyhow.
-shall ace the last year of degree
-get me license.
-shall put some money in savings account!!!!
lord.. i dont want to think..
all this resolution..
shit.. it reminds me of harder times in the future..
i wish it was simple..
'eh awak, nak main galah panjang tak?'
Saturday, 8 December 2007
noisy friday!~
it was friday yesterday (rite?)
had the L shift at work..
was looking forward to a quiet day at work..
u know how it is.. half of the guest usually checks-in and then they go off to a party somewhere..
Christmas party, birthday party, anniversary party.. all kind of party..
so.. i brought a book along to keep me occupied..
then i met mr daniels, mr ayres and mr rick.
they wanted to drink in the bar.. all good.. jolly.. dandy.. nope.
they were happy and talkative bunch of guys..
they told me...
'when our wives come back from the shop, can u tell them that the husbands has gone up to the rooms with their wives?'
i was like...
'noooooooooooooooooo, i dont want to be the cause of ure divorce!!!'
BUT
when the wives did come back.. they asked the ladies to stand in line and asked me to match the pair up.. it was reallly hillarious!! they were a good bunch tho.. and the wives were rely lovely ladies.. they were laughin tooo.. i think they tend to be silly with everyone.. (ps: i did match all of em correctly, i have a gift!!)
so..talked to them.. they told me.. the guys have been friends forever.. so every year they try to meet up around december (u know.. for xmas) go away for the weekend somewhere.. just to hang around and chill and just.. catch up with each other..and i thought.. lovely! they have been friends since they were 12 yrs old.. and they are about 45 now.. and the best part they told me is that their wives get along with each other reallly well tooo..
DOUBLE JOLLY GOOD!!!
they were relly nice.. funny to.. we laugh and laugh and laughed.. they took loads of picture.. and i could imagine myself doin the same thing when iam 40 with me mates...
and i thought..
its been like..forever but they still meet up every year..
friendship needs work..
we wont remain friends forever if we r tooo busy with life..
i mean yes...real friendship stand against time..
but then again....every now and then...
meeting up for a cup of coffee is necessary..
talking to each other atleast once a year is a must.. :)
and most of alll...
just try and remember..
good friends are always by ure side :)
had the L shift at work..
was looking forward to a quiet day at work..
u know how it is.. half of the guest usually checks-in and then they go off to a party somewhere..
Christmas party, birthday party, anniversary party.. all kind of party..
so.. i brought a book along to keep me occupied..
then i met mr daniels, mr ayres and mr rick.
they wanted to drink in the bar.. all good.. jolly.. dandy.. nope.
they were happy and talkative bunch of guys..
they told me...
'when our wives come back from the shop, can u tell them that the husbands has gone up to the rooms with their wives?'
i was like...
'noooooooooooooooooo, i dont want to be the cause of ure divorce!!!'
BUT
when the wives did come back.. they asked the ladies to stand in line and asked me to match the pair up.. it was reallly hillarious!! they were a good bunch tho.. and the wives were rely lovely ladies.. they were laughin tooo.. i think they tend to be silly with everyone.. (ps: i did match all of em correctly, i have a gift!!)
so..talked to them.. they told me.. the guys have been friends forever.. so every year they try to meet up around december (u know.. for xmas) go away for the weekend somewhere.. just to hang around and chill and just.. catch up with each other..and i thought.. lovely! they have been friends since they were 12 yrs old.. and they are about 45 now.. and the best part they told me is that their wives get along with each other reallly well tooo..
DOUBLE JOLLY GOOD!!!
they were relly nice.. funny to.. we laugh and laugh and laughed.. they took loads of picture.. and i could imagine myself doin the same thing when iam 40 with me mates...
and i thought..
its been like..forever but they still meet up every year..
friendship needs work..
we wont remain friends forever if we r tooo busy with life..
i mean yes...real friendship stand against time..
but then again....every now and then...
meeting up for a cup of coffee is necessary..
talking to each other atleast once a year is a must.. :)
and most of alll...
just try and remember..
good friends are always by ure side :)
Thursday, 6 December 2007
bla bla blaaaaaa
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
anyone other than people from work !~
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yep..those one pound can get u a coffee u know...
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
depends....
4. Do you take compliments well?
hurrmmm.. prolly
5. Do you play Sudoku?
when iam totally bored out of my mind..
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
i hope i would!! been gettin tips from ray mears! hahahaha
7. What song are you listening to?
currently? like..rite this second? radio one live lounge cd :)
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yes... in someones backyard!! :)
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
hurmm..galah panjang.. hopscotch.. my primary school had like.. a whole court of those things!!
10. If a person you really liked was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you?
nope...
11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
date? yeah..
12. Do u like to be pursued or vice versa ?
hahahahahah..both?
13. Use three words to describe yourself
hurrmmm.. i dunno.. lazy.. couch potato.. funny? hahahahahah
14. Do you have any songs that make you cry?
yes!! coldplay fix u
15. Are you continuing your education?
tsk tsk.. yes!!
16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
nope... but i can learn..
17. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'll grab?
passport,and pictures..and me memory box :) for everythin else, theres mastercard!!
18. How often do you read books?
hurmm.. often enough.. currently bidding for adrian mole book set :)
19. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
past, unfortunately
20. What is your favorite children's book?
i duunoo.. i dunt remember having a favourite..
21. What color are your eyes?
brown? i think..
22. How tall are you?
short by british standard!!
23. Where is your dream house located?
somewhere... over the rainbows..
24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yes!! with ezu and rosey.. we were figuring out the bloody buttons.. and it snapped!! we look retarded
25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
hurrrmmm..when we were harvesting olives?
27. Do you like mustard?
nope
28. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
eat while sleeping? hahhahahahhahaha
29. Do you look like your mom or dad?
mom.. definite!!
30. How long does it take you in the shower?
depends on how much time ive got
31. Can you do the splits?
never tried to actually.. doubt it
32. What movie do you want to see right now?
golden compass
33. What did you do for New Year?
with hammy :)
34. Do you own a camera phone?
yes sir!!
35. Was your mom a cheerleader?
that would be toooo weird!!
37.How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
ideally.. i would get 24 hours.. but i get around 6...
38. Do you like care bears?
awwwwwwwwwww.. those were the times!!
39. What do you buy at the movies?
popcorn and coke..usually.. iam not too fussed
40. Do you know how to play poker?
nope..
41. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yes sir i do!! and i will make sure i always do (hopefully my instructor reads this :) )
42. What do you wear to sleep?
clothes!!
43. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
hurmmm.. i guess.. not when i was there..
44. How many meals do you eat a day?
3..sometimes 2.. chuck a cuppa @ two :)
45. Do you always read friendster bulletins?
not really...
46. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny!! duh!!
47. Ever been to L.A.?
nope...
48. Did you eat a cookie today?
nope.. but i did have the most gorgeous donut!!
49. Tag people
hurmm.. pash, hammy,amy,paiville,joann,rohi,melin,sham (thats all i think)
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
ritey o...
its been a lonngggg day for me today..
woke up surprisingly early today..
went off to college to sort out paperwork, registration and results!!
all good in the neighbourhood..
while i was getting ready tho.. i realized summat..
dressing for winter is like. .puttin human on the moon!! hard and costly, but not impossible.
its easier to pick ure wedding gown and dress for the big day
rite,
for winter (British winter includes rain and wind, strong winds!!)
so.. u will need a good shoe.. (a boot of course)
then atleast 2 layers of top..
and then pants.. then a leggings to keep ure leg from being frozen..
and of course..a scarf so ure neck wont be an icicle..
a hat ( i love me baker hat) to keep the rain off ure head..
a brolly, like duhhh!!
all this will take u about 10 minutes to put on..
step outside, its only bloody 9C and ure dressed like ure jumpin into a frozen lake..
and of course.. just to make it worse..
u step onto a puddle of water..
and the bloody windy if blowing ure hat!!
bah!!
why the hell do we obsess about the weather? coz it bloody effect ure mood for the whole day.. opps.. no.. month.. no..ure life!!
but.. i love me winter!! i love it coz.. snow.. its magical!! iam gonna eat atleast 3 tablespoon of it.. eventho paiville said its a big no no.. hahahah..bless her!!
i was totally high on life today..i walked down london street, listenin to mp3, singing along and smiling.. just coz the songs reminds me of the small things.. like..
teriyaki boys song- the inc cuci mangkuk dance style
natasha bedingfield -the song which ezu gave me
all american reject-dirty lil secret.. rite ezu?
timbaland -give it to me gurls!! :)
so i did get a few odd stares.. yes.. londoners r not use to being a happy soul.. but even more fantastic when i realized..the day has been perfect in a way...
bought a book.. the train was on time.. bough pastry and cranberries stuff for mum.. watched dr who reruns (i didnt watch it coz i was home, and boyyyy, did i cry!! the last scene where the doctor and rose said goodbye!! tearjerker!!), helped this old lady with her bags (brownie point for the soul), realized that people still say thank you and pardon me, margaret the uni secretary was being such a sweetheart today and lastly.. eventho iam dead meat.. is till have time to type out all the mumblings in me head
:)
so, tell me,
has been ure perfect day?
anyone other than people from work !~
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yep..those one pound can get u a coffee u know...
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
depends....
4. Do you take compliments well?
hurrmmm.. prolly
5. Do you play Sudoku?
when iam totally bored out of my mind..
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
i hope i would!! been gettin tips from ray mears! hahahaha
7. What song are you listening to?
currently? like..rite this second? radio one live lounge cd :)
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yes... in someones backyard!! :)
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
hurmm..galah panjang.. hopscotch.. my primary school had like.. a whole court of those things!!
10. If a person you really liked was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you?
nope...
11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
date? yeah..
12. Do u like to be pursued or vice versa ?
hahahahahah..both?
13. Use three words to describe yourself
hurrmmm.. i dunno.. lazy.. couch potato.. funny? hahahahahah
14. Do you have any songs that make you cry?
yes!! coldplay fix u
15. Are you continuing your education?
tsk tsk.. yes!!
16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
nope... but i can learn..
17. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'll grab?
passport,and pictures..and me memory box :) for everythin else, theres mastercard!!
18. How often do you read books?
hurmm.. often enough.. currently bidding for adrian mole book set :)
19. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
past, unfortunately
20. What is your favorite children's book?
i duunoo.. i dunt remember having a favourite..
21. What color are your eyes?
brown? i think..
22. How tall are you?
short by british standard!!
23. Where is your dream house located?
somewhere... over the rainbows..
24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yes!! with ezu and rosey.. we were figuring out the bloody buttons.. and it snapped!! we look retarded
25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
hurrrmmm..when we were harvesting olives?
27. Do you like mustard?
nope
28. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
eat while sleeping? hahhahahahhahaha
29. Do you look like your mom or dad?
mom.. definite!!
30. How long does it take you in the shower?
depends on how much time ive got
31. Can you do the splits?
never tried to actually.. doubt it
32. What movie do you want to see right now?
golden compass
33. What did you do for New Year?
with hammy :)
34. Do you own a camera phone?
yes sir!!
35. Was your mom a cheerleader?
that would be toooo weird!!
37.How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
ideally.. i would get 24 hours.. but i get around 6...
38. Do you like care bears?
awwwwwwwwwww.. those were the times!!
39. What do you buy at the movies?
popcorn and coke..usually.. iam not too fussed
40. Do you know how to play poker?
nope..
41. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yes sir i do!! and i will make sure i always do (hopefully my instructor reads this :) )
42. What do you wear to sleep?
clothes!!
43. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
hurmmm.. i guess.. not when i was there..
44. How many meals do you eat a day?
3..sometimes 2.. chuck a cuppa @ two :)
45. Do you always read friendster bulletins?
not really...
46. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny!! duh!!
47. Ever been to L.A.?
nope...
48. Did you eat a cookie today?
nope.. but i did have the most gorgeous donut!!
49. Tag people
hurmm.. pash, hammy,amy,paiville,joann,rohi,melin,sham (thats all i think)
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
ritey o...
its been a lonngggg day for me today..
woke up surprisingly early today..
went off to college to sort out paperwork, registration and results!!
all good in the neighbourhood..
while i was getting ready tho.. i realized summat..
dressing for winter is like. .puttin human on the moon!! hard and costly, but not impossible.
its easier to pick ure wedding gown and dress for the big day
rite,
for winter (British winter includes rain and wind, strong winds!!)
so.. u will need a good shoe.. (a boot of course)
then atleast 2 layers of top..
and then pants.. then a leggings to keep ure leg from being frozen..
and of course..a scarf so ure neck wont be an icicle..
a hat ( i love me baker hat) to keep the rain off ure head..
a brolly, like duhhh!!
all this will take u about 10 minutes to put on..
step outside, its only bloody 9C and ure dressed like ure jumpin into a frozen lake..
and of course.. just to make it worse..
u step onto a puddle of water..
and the bloody windy if blowing ure hat!!
bah!!
why the hell do we obsess about the weather? coz it bloody effect ure mood for the whole day.. opps.. no.. month.. no..ure life!!
but.. i love me winter!! i love it coz.. snow.. its magical!! iam gonna eat atleast 3 tablespoon of it.. eventho paiville said its a big no no.. hahahah..bless her!!
i was totally high on life today..i walked down london street, listenin to mp3, singing along and smiling.. just coz the songs reminds me of the small things.. like..
teriyaki boys song- the inc cuci mangkuk dance style
natasha bedingfield -the song which ezu gave me
all american reject-dirty lil secret.. rite ezu?
timbaland -give it to me gurls!! :)
so i did get a few odd stares.. yes.. londoners r not use to being a happy soul.. but even more fantastic when i realized..the day has been perfect in a way...
bought a book.. the train was on time.. bough pastry and cranberries stuff for mum.. watched dr who reruns (i didnt watch it coz i was home, and boyyyy, did i cry!! the last scene where the doctor and rose said goodbye!! tearjerker!!), helped this old lady with her bags (brownie point for the soul), realized that people still say thank you and pardon me, margaret the uni secretary was being such a sweetheart today and lastly.. eventho iam dead meat.. is till have time to type out all the mumblings in me head
:)
so, tell me,
has been ure perfect day?
Wednesday, 5 December 2007
food!~
well,
the weather was crap!!!! ive been woken up by like.. a bloody tornado!!
its been raining all day, its very windy outside, and the sound of thunder is just sooo normal , its beginning to sound like the phone ringing...
had a bad day.
had to cancel todays plan due to unforeseen circumstance.
friends having bad day, and the uni is just pissing me off!
had to make a dessert to cool off this angry monster in me.
caramelized pear :)
simple.
cut pears into half.
take out the middle part(u know that seed thingy)
put in a baking tray, add butter (flora is the best!!), sugar and cinnamon
and just..let it bake basically...
temperature 190 C
the amount of sugar and butter is up to u. put more if u need it to be sweeter.
this is what i like about cooking..
personal preference.
and iam a firm believer that a dish shouldnt follow a recipe gram by gram
cmon,
live a lil.
put a lil extra pepper in ure steak,
a lil extra cream in ure pasta,
a lil more lemon in ure salad,
what the worse thing that can happen?
numb tongue?
we have all been there!!
cherrio
the weather was crap!!!! ive been woken up by like.. a bloody tornado!!
its been raining all day, its very windy outside, and the sound of thunder is just sooo normal , its beginning to sound like the phone ringing...
had a bad day.
had to cancel todays plan due to unforeseen circumstance.
friends having bad day, and the uni is just pissing me off!
had to make a dessert to cool off this angry monster in me.
caramelized pear :)
simple.
cut pears into half.
take out the middle part(u know that seed thingy)
put in a baking tray, add butter (flora is the best!!), sugar and cinnamon
and just..let it bake basically...
temperature 190 C
the amount of sugar and butter is up to u. put more if u need it to be sweeter.
this is what i like about cooking..
personal preference.
and iam a firm believer that a dish shouldnt follow a recipe gram by gram
cmon,
live a lil.
put a lil extra pepper in ure steak,
a lil extra cream in ure pasta,
a lil more lemon in ure salad,
what the worse thing that can happen?
numb tongue?
we have all been there!!
cherrio
trouble!~
iam having trouble sleeping....
i keep having really weird dreams every night i sleep.
i need sleep..
off to a sleepover tomorrow..
we're cooking....well.. she is..
iam hoping borianna will dazzle me with her bulgarian cooking skills.
she's even gonna cook summat traditional.
:)
i keep having really weird dreams every night i sleep.
i need sleep..
off to a sleepover tomorrow..
we're cooking....well.. she is..
iam hoping borianna will dazzle me with her bulgarian cooking skills.
she's even gonna cook summat traditional.
:)
Monday, 3 December 2007
money!~
this came in the mail last friday.
i thought this was the coolest mail ive ever received in my life!!
i mean seriously, how often do u get this kinda mail? i know its a campaign (iam telling u.. the election will prolly be next yr) but still!! really!!
UK awaits MY decision?
wooooooow!!
now, iam sure other millions 18's yr old around the country is gettin this too.. but.. iam gonna frame it.. and just lie to me grandchildren by saying...'u see, granny was once an important person' :)
the story accompanying this fake 'newspaper' says things like..
'rashidah rashid is soon expected to reach a decision that will effect the whole country' and bla bla bla.. all those sucking up lines u know.
all this is well and good.. but i was thinking.. how much did they actually spent doing this campaign?
read in the newspaper yesterday that the whole customizing and giving out the letters cost about £200,000
HOLY GOD!!!
i mean.. really..thats a whollleeeee load of cash!!
and the homeless is still without a home,
the sick is still waiting for treatment in the NHS
and the single mother with 2 children is still without a council house.
all this money, just to feed on the nations 18 year old ego..
what a world we live in.
its to late to think!~
welll.. the whole day i thought of reallly intelligent things to blog about.
u know.. those political (the western lady that was jailed for naming a teddy bear mohamed), arts (went to an art exhibition) , drama (My boy jack), friendship (thought of ezu) and all those really topical stuff that will make all u readers go.. 'wow, she's pretty smart, she is'
but,
its 1am.
and iam tired.
and its windy outside, iam worried the window might fly off, and i will get sucked out (like dorothy, and somehow i will end up in some weird ass place).
and the thought of a new year coming up is literally making me sick
lets hope for a better weather then heh?
ta.
u know.. those political (the western lady that was jailed for naming a teddy bear mohamed), arts (went to an art exhibition) , drama (My boy jack), friendship (thought of ezu) and all those really topical stuff that will make all u readers go.. 'wow, she's pretty smart, she is'
but,
its 1am.
and iam tired.
and its windy outside, iam worried the window might fly off, and i will get sucked out (like dorothy, and somehow i will end up in some weird ass place).
and the thought of a new year coming up is literally making me sick
lets hope for a better weather then heh?
ta.
Sunday, 2 December 2007
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