say what?

happy leap day!!

and for those who is celebrating their birthday!! cherish and savior it!! Pray that uve got all em present from the past years (i doubt it). theres a huge amount of parties tomorrow, its unbelievable.
iam working.
nope, iam feeling positive. life isnt all about party (yes, dont snigger)
there will come a time when all u need is a nite in with a hot chocolate and a good movie.
i know iam in that phase.
god, i sound so freaking old!!

i have a feeling, just a feeling, 2008 will be a grand year

lil music to put me to sleep..



duffy-mercy
this year's 'it' artist



adele-hometown Glory.
really brilliant



Goldfrapp- A&E
not at all what'd u expect from em.
diversity.
and all em 'leaf' man!! imagine that as ure Halloween costume! wicked!!

nothing much has happened actually this month.
the highlight is actually my dublin trip.
march brings in assignments and my birthday.
bah!~

so, my pretty people, iam off to bed.
cheerios!~

and this year's highlites is....

we had the mini hurricane/storm last year, and this year, nature decided to strike again..
there was an earthquake yesterday morning about 1am. loads of news is reporting that it was felt all over england, but i doubt it... prolly certain area close to the epicentre.. but not all the way to Portsmouth!!..
well, hopefully everyone is all alright (there was no report of causalities, just damaged home)
thats winter for ya.

iam stressed beyond believe.
i thought i had it in me to do the driving test. all was good, i read the book, practise the questions.. then i did a mock test!
i fucking failed by ONE POINT!! and its been like that since yesterday.
and iam like.. i dont want to fail by one point, and have to redo the whollleee thingy again.
iam like.. stressed..
iam fucked!!!

paiville has gone home.
iam sad/happy for her.. a mix emotion.
iam doing good with my life, i just need to get all em assignments out of my face.

iam stressed, its not even funny.
theres the word again.
stress
bleh...

called up melin today, found out that everything is chery-o back in malaysia
things are still the same, and i havent miss much.
well, good.
i dont want to!
iam not even thinkin of the trip back in september..
all i can think about is this saturday.
its really make or break.
make or break
fuck!!!!

dublin!~

from top to bottom:

-dublin at night
-at martin's birthday party.
-Phoenix park
-windy day in dublin.hang onto ure hats!~
-havin laughs with mates.
-trinity college amused us
-crossing O'Connell bridge. it was a bustle
-o'neills pub lunch. there were bagpipers toooo!!
-picnic in st patrick church. 'look, two euros' (inside joke)
-paiville's leaving party. from 'hairy lemon to break for the borders'


one word to describe my holiday in dublin.
WIND
it was so windy, i really thought we were gonna be blown away to the irish seaaaaaaaaaa.
it was windy in the morning, afternoon and night.
we walked all over Dublin.. i kinda expected it, since i was hanging out with paiville..
the first two days of my stay in dublin started very positively. i actually got out of the house before 2pm and met paiville in the city centre.
we walked, walked and walked all over dublin.
we were in temple bar, O'Connell street, st abbey and we ended up in O'Neill's for pub lunch, which is a way of life here in dublin.
hung around for quite a few hours, then annu met us there too. decided that it was going to be a 'cake and movie' night, we went over to dunes (which is like, a store.) and got the alll important cake. the movies was supplied by me, since i went a bit nutcase over in hmv gatwick.
on our way back home, we stopped over by the ticket counter, to see if editor's gig ticket was still available. not much out of the assistant, she only pointed to the 'sold out' sign to us :(

the weekend however was filled with 'non-touristy' activities.
we went to a couple of parties, saw a truckload of Scottish man in kilts in city centre, had our usual after night out analysis talk and just having a good time.

I did manage to visit phoniex park (which is the largest park in europe), trinity college (the book of kells admission fee is such a ripoff!!), modern art museum, st stephen's freen, temple bar,grafton street and basically, all the sights and sound of dublin plus a lil bit more :)

we were suppose to visit a couple of places outside of dublin, but to sheer laziness, we didnt.
hats off to paivi for being such a good host, and her housemates. a holiday isnt a holiday if u dont have a couple of people to laugh with, trust me, we laughed a hell lot

my time in dublin shall be remembered with fondness. and it is a reminder,that i still have one place to go before visiting other country. finland.
and paiville, i shall keep my promise :)

*flux me owh, i said flux me*

ps: blogspot is being a bitch and said ' no pictures can be added on currently. bleh!~

*flux, flux*

well, dublin sphere was the witness.
i had a grand time there, doing really lazy things like watching dvd,eating home-cooked meals, having a laugh, and having the best nites out.
i wasn't a good tourist, i hung out with dubliners, and their idea of Dublin is totally different from the normal touristy things.
i appreciate difference :)
i love, in fact.

shall post more on me trip to dublin.
i just dont have the energy to do it now..i hate delays!!
bah

oh god, i just remembered.
i have me theory exams this saturday.
iam fucked!

wooohhhooooooooooooooo

well, dublin, here i come.
iam sucha dork!~ theheheheehehehe



no shoes, singing in the rain,
but nope, no expectation. paiville, my feet hurts!~

have a good holiday, and dont worry about driving at all!!

some might say that my holiday starts now.
well, it hasnt.
i havent packed my luggage.
i have no idea where my passport is (this is horror to me)
i have tons of things to do tomorrow morning, i cant even begin listing it down, coz then i would freak the hell out.
talked to paiville today, weird as i'll be seeing her in like.. a few hours.. well.. not a few hours.. in a day.
i had a genius idea as to what i wanted as a gift for her.. get like, tons of balloons for her, and let her hold it the whole journey back to her place (just like me and anna did for eva's bday. holding 30 balloons and walked all the way to eva's place. 30!!! 30!!!!)
but then, remembered that ure not allowed to bring in balloons in the flight. coz of the helium gas or summats like that.
prrffh!!

so, gonna go down to the shops and figure out what to get her.
something nice.
i have an appointment with the hairdresser tomorrow tooo.. (iam listing arent i?)
i need a radical haircut. no coloring, just haircut. a super short haircut?
anyways, yeah.

Lou is the official mascot for our group. (somehow i always call him, lou-ellah, ella ella eh eh)
the group name is 'alamak'!!!
insipred by annie! hahahahahahahahahahhahah
just imagine a saint lucian saying alamak!~
grovee on baybeh!

i have a feeling i might spend the whole holiday sleeping.
the body is wrecked iam telling u.
how the hell is my brothers doing all this, all year round? 24-7? much respect

i need to feed them more.

ive atleast figured out the reading material that iam gonna bring on board the plane.
nope, no hello! magazine for me. its the dvla highway code unfortunately.
those zebra, puffin, toucan crossing is not helping with the headaches that ive been getting.

iam off now
will prolly not blog while ive been away.
i have no expectation for this holiday, just the way i like it.
iam gonna go with the flow.
its paiville's last weekend too in dublin. so, we shall see what crazy ideas she cooked up.
she did say we're gonna puff :)
wooooooohhhhhhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

my head hurts!~

a new week, already?
bah!~
off to uni tomorrow with tons of things to do.
atleast i have something to look forward to.
dublin :)

i need a haircut.
the hair is a bit toooo long. all the hair managing is doing me head in.
esp now its winter, the water is harsh, and the split end are all appearing like its spring.
the daffodils are out.
this winter feels light.
where is my snow?

i have a headache.
severe case of headache
i feel like a bloody elephant has sat on me forehead and has permanently seek shelter on it.


iam feeling rather sleepy.
its cold at night.
iam freezing.
iam sleeping with the socks on.
but i still leave the bedroom window open.
i mean, i love the winter breeze.
keeps my room fresh. iam one of those weird people that has to have the window opened all the time. ask hammy, u will find out how severe it is.

i have mild OCD.
so what!~

downloading mp3 is doing my elephant head in.
this world is a bit to much for me on a sunday
iam turning in.

todeloo!~

standing in the eyes of the world

ella-standing in the eyes of the world.

1998.
i stumbled onto this video.
the memories, such great memories.
i remember going to hockey matches with the family.
i remember being stranded in the main stadium with amma when they boys and father went off to watch hockey.
memories.


doesnt this song bring back memories?
doesnt this song remind u of a simpler time?

standing in the eyes of the world?
well, we certainly tryin to do that.
i know for a fact, that i have atleast let 'malaysia' be known to atleast 10 clueless europeans.
europeans who still thinks that malaysian still lives in caves and eat humans.


yes, we are standing in the eyes of the world.

its been a long week!~

*snap*
its friday?
i cant bloody believe it.
the last time i was rambling about the transportation, and it was 4 days ago.
time flies.
it really does
february is coming to and end(well, its already mid-feb isnt it?)
iam off to dublin next week, and i still need to sort out stuff..
like..
gifts.
i want to get paiville somethin.. but what? iam banging my head but i cant think of what to get her.. just to show how grateful i'am to her.. i mean.. no money wasted on accommodation.. its all for the party.
hold up, riverdance... issit irish?
or scottish?
i know highland dance is scottish.. but what about riverdance?
rite, just wiki'd the subject.. it's not called riverdance.. riverdance is a show that does the dance.. blah. i think i get it..
its simply called 'irish step dance'
rite.. paiville,are we gonna be doing that? :)



hot chip-ready for the floor

now, tell me if u feel like smacking the fella in the video.
coz i do.
totally cool, commercial song, but god, does the video annoy me or what!!

what doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger!~

now tell me you aint loving that jacket and glasses.
that is uber-cool

the kite runner -brilliance

mondays...
love it or hate it, its here...
bah!!
had a good day tho today.
fell asleep on the train, but i automatically woke up when it reached my station!!
now, somebody please explain to me how THAT happened?
the secretary in the uni is a bit of a thick chix.
all this 'duuuhhhh' moments always comes out when u speak to her.
bless her..

so.. this is my tribute to monday. my lovely start of the week.



ps: juggling batteries, water, lunch and handbag while wearing high heels and catching the tube in NOT FUN!!!!

sunday blues?

bah!~
today's event just confirmed that humans are just a manipulative and lying species.
wait, iam a human..
iam prolly a manipulator and a liar..
coz thats what i saw today and had to deal with..

i had a particularly difficult guest a few months ago.... he is basically a racist (towards me boss,and the nightporter), violent (to a receptionist), bad tempered, lying thieving bastard.
yeah., thats him...
so, he did a runner and left us with a £400 bill unpaid...
so yeah.. u would think he would not step onto the hotel rite?
BLODDY WRONG!!!
he came in, cool as a cucumber, and wanted to get a room.
he said he paid em £400 to me, in cash of course, and accused me of pocketing em money. liar. i showed him all the cctv footage of himself, and i do think at that moment he thought 'fuck, ive cocked it up'
i called the police on his ass, that sorted him out.
actually, ive kicked out a coupla a guest recently (u dont want to know the stories, its just too depressing) for being disorderly.. i aint talking about the hooligan type disorderly, they were being a mafiaso.
neways... i just dont walk around the town no more.. i saw a few of em the other day, and dammm.. i was shitting bricks.

so u see, dont get ureself into an industry where u have to deal with human beings
u will be pessimist.
iam no more the eternal optimist u know me to be ezu.
she is gone.
and isnt it sad?


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has anyone seen the movie 'there will be blood?'
great reviews. iam contemplating..
and also 'life of others'
its political, way too controversial.
just the way i like it...

i watched I am Sam yesterday.
some of u might know that its one of my favourite movie of all time.
Sean Penn plays a man who has intellectual disabilities (autistic),lives living in Los Angeles and is single-handedly raising his daughter whom he fathered from a homeless woman who wanted nothing to do with the daughter and left him the day of her birth.

its heartwarming, and in this day and age where some fathers just abandons his family, its a reminder that some fathers, will do just about anything for his family.
i thought sean penn was brilliant. He was nominated for an academy award best actor. i dont think he won it tho..but still , brillant..
and he use to date madonna.how random is that?

its monday tomorrow.. a new week.. iam feeling postive,
i think..
lets hope for the best heh?

have a good week everybody.
cheers!~

saturday blues....

iam feeling very restless..
iam doing things and conforming to society.
i feel empty.


i have dreams.
what do i do?
keep it at the back of my mind and hope it goes away?
or take a chance and take a leap of faith.
ive always liked safety, but dreams are a risk.
iam letting life pass me by as we speak.

nobody said it was easy!~

ive promised myself to give this life a chance.
but iam still empty.
i need guidance.

i was wondering

when the coroner say the course of death is because of overdose,accidental overdose, how do they KNOW its accidental and not suicide?
i mean.. how do THEY know that the girl/guy didnt just pop in a coupla pills and hopes for the best in the afterlife?

i was thinking about this when they announce heath ledger toxicology report.. how do they know he was just a lil bit unlucky? he popped quite a few actually, sleeping drugs, anti-depressant, bla bla bla.. i mean.. surely he knoes it cant be good for the system?
humankind has been abusing em livers iam tellin u.
one things for sure, i know for a fact my friends havent been kind to theirs...

its a pretty mundane february.. iam just dragging my heels along hoping and wishing that my dublin trip is tomorrow.. when i think of ireland, i think of 'clif of moher' (is that rite?) .that is ireland. iam hoping to catch the sight of it. iam pretty happy with me travelling life. i do like seeing places that others havent been to..

new york doesnt appeal to me (strangely) and so does LA.
i have no desire whatsoever to visit USA. except maybe to see friends. long overdue visit to sham!!! my texan twaaannnngggg!!

germany doesnt tickle me fancy too actually.. exception for berlin. its soo hippy, iam sure i will catch a few flower power groups around.

paris.. urrrgggghhhhh!! hammy is bugging me to visit!!

russia.. i cant stand the coldness.. not the weather, the people.

oi, why the hell am i being so critical?
shut up!~

iam going to bed
early work.
oh, working 9-5.
what a bloody joy!~

and another thing,

happy chinese new year.

to those who celebrates of course.
and the others, enjoy the holiday will ya? :)

meh...

biffy clyro-Who's got a match.

iam a fire and i'll burn burn burn tonight!!!
ull be signing this the hwole day!!~
U WILL!!

test is booked.. bah.. i need to study..
adult life sucks!!!

and we can go to portebello market!~

senorita is down in april.
fuck, i cant wait.
and iam swearing.
this is not good.

watched pearl harbor.
overrated speech.
america being saviour, who u kidding?

i have quite a lot of hatred in human kind.
its like, a switch is being turned on.
i need it off.
i might swear at a guest tomorrow, and it wont be good.
they've been pissing me off lately.
I CANT GET U A CAR PARK SPACE!!!
deal with it, u idiot!! what the hell do u want me to do? build another floor so u can park ure old nissan micra?
no bloody thieves is gonna nick it, that u can be sure off.

*walks away, swearing*

trallalalalalalallaal

laughter IS the best medicine

and i got mine, a whole bucketful!!

dublinen :)

my carbon footprint is nasty!~
off to the land of guiness to see paiville..
its only for a few days.. thought of visiting limerick to see family..
but, aint sure of schedule..
well... there is always next time..thanx to ryanair :)

paiville promised me to do all em touristy things, i dont really care..
its just nice to see her again.. and my feet are ready for the walk this time around
so, what is there to see in dublin?
i aint sure myself.. all i know is.. a leprechaun is gonna greet me at the arrival gate :)
get me one of em pot of gold

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
and use it for my return ticket!!!

its pancake day on tuesday!!!
yummmmyyyyyyyyyyyyy
shall try one of those lemon pancake.. chuck in a load of chocolate sauce..
no harm done...
uni is gonna get crazy, i just know it. but iam ready
hell my body is suffering tho..
its alll good in a years time heh?

apiggy was in kuantan when we called him..
he is on a BEACH!!!!
and he kept going on and on and on about the sauna, beach, food..
i.want.to.cry
i want the beaccccchhhhh toooooooooo
damm this winter weather.. snow why dont ya?
SSSNNNNNOOOOWWWWW!!
its the best way of skipping classes AND work.
help me out here

off to get breakfast..
and a cuppa tea.


todeloooooo

and we can do all the touristy things that i didnt get to do!~

paiville,
iam
gonna
see
you
real
soon!!
:)

yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

all the promises of the snow, and the gales showed up.typical!~

one night only-just for tonight.
loving this song.. love love love..


amy macdonald-this is the life
this song just kinda have like.. a jig to it doesnt it?

havent been sleeping lately.. something is bugging me but I HAVE NO CLUE TO WHAT IS IT!!! and the dreams that ive been having? dont let me start.. i swear, its to weird, even god wont give me answers

i think me bed needs changing, and me pillows tooo..

had driving classes today.. i love driving.. prolly all the new drives says this a million times, but i do love driving.. but it was scary mary drive today.. the wind was blowing mad, the rain was coming down hard, and the there was a hailstone episode in the middle of all this.. some of the road were covered in sleets..
ahhhhh.. yes, the art of complaining :)
positive vibe.. iam good.

jeremy beadle died late last night.. rest in peace.
i was shock to say the least.. i didnt even know he was in the hospital...
he is like.. the top prankster, and also, humanitarian.
well, they go hand in hand dont they?

iam off to bed.. all em clowns in justin colin's 'convention crasher' has sent me to nightmare land...
the sooner i get over it, the better it will be..

i have a strong urge to swear.. to swear at everything and everyone.. no, this is getting serious, and worrying..
i also am having the urge to say, 'hurry up, before the sales end' to alot of people..
winter effects heh? or issit those dfs advert is starting to get to me?


weekend is here..
already?
bah!!~
iam officialy the weekend humbug.
work and weekend dont mix.
life, life is just a bitch!~