i was wondering

when the coroner say the course of death is because of overdose,accidental overdose, how do they KNOW its accidental and not suicide?
i mean.. how do THEY know that the girl/guy didnt just pop in a coupla pills and hopes for the best in the afterlife?

i was thinking about this when they announce heath ledger toxicology report.. how do they know he was just a lil bit unlucky? he popped quite a few actually, sleeping drugs, anti-depressant, bla bla bla.. i mean.. surely he knoes it cant be good for the system?
humankind has been abusing em livers iam tellin u.
one things for sure, i know for a fact my friends havent been kind to theirs...

its a pretty mundane february.. iam just dragging my heels along hoping and wishing that my dublin trip is tomorrow.. when i think of ireland, i think of 'clif of moher' (is that rite?) .that is ireland. iam hoping to catch the sight of it. iam pretty happy with me travelling life. i do like seeing places that others havent been to..

new york doesnt appeal to me (strangely) and so does LA.
i have no desire whatsoever to visit USA. except maybe to see friends. long overdue visit to sham!!! my texan twaaannnngggg!!

germany doesnt tickle me fancy too actually.. exception for berlin. its soo hippy, iam sure i will catch a few flower power groups around.

paris.. urrrgggghhhhh!! hammy is bugging me to visit!!

russia.. i cant stand the coldness.. not the weather, the people.

oi, why the hell am i being so critical?
shut up!~

iam going to bed
early work.
oh, working 9-5.
what a bloody joy!~