another celebrity falls from grace!~

sad thing to write about..
but i just read/heard that Heath Ledger died today...
i mean, he just finished filming the latest batman didnt he? i mean, prolly not JUST, but he is the new batman fella..
its all so sad.. news reports said that it might be drug overdoes..
*sigh*
iam telling ya, this is what happens when u take the drug habit to the extreme..
they never learn do they?
i wonder how many more celebrity are gonna die in this manner?

its a bad day today.. i slept only at 3.30 am today, and then woke up at 5.30 for work.. i cant sleep.. for days ive been having this problem.. i cant sleep..
weird reason..
then i will start reasoning things out.. like..
'am i worrying about something?'
'y cant i sleep?'
'oh pls fall asleep now, u have to work in 5 hrs time'
'shit its hot in here'

then i would open the window and stare at the sky..
nevermind it being bloody windy and my bloody toes are frozen..

even me music couldnt put me to bed, not even after a good chat...

nothing...

and then whooossshhh..then next thing i know.. ive been woken up by the alarm, and its time to work..

'fuck it!! working life is harsh'