its the spring downfall...

so, ive been pining for the radio one big weekend.
i didnt get it.
nope.. i wasnt the chosen one.
iam gutted, absolutely gutted
iam thinkin.. what was the reason? hell knoes.. its totally at random.. so my name just didnt come up
then i went off the the fan site.
okey, breathe, coz some of the fans actually live opposite/next to the venue and they didnt get picked tooo.. thats how random the fan selection was..
so i aint blaming..

there must be a reason.. everything happened for a reason.
maybe iam suppose to sit at home and go over me assignment, since the next day is my presentation....

okey, enough about that! iam gonna be depressed...

the weather has been fantastic, then the doom and gloom came..
its suppose to be spring.. but rite now, its feeling like the english summer.. no.. not hot sun.. rainy days!

iam envisioning the business class on some of the airlines.. iam thinkin... emirates, qatar and singapore airline.. i mean.. the A380 economy is enough to make anyone go.. wooooaaaahhhhhh!!! i wanna fly on that, but, the ticket price was what? £750 that is like.. murderrrrr!!!
i dont earn that much u know..
so.. do any of you work on the A380 singapore airline?

been having weird dreams lately.. not surprising.. since i ALWAYS have weird dreams..
but lately.. its been.. hmmm.. emotionally weird..
baah!

its a quiet wednesday, and iam just hurrying along with the assignments..

yep, iam positive!