look away!

readers with low tolerance of ugliness pls look away now.
as all of u know, iam infected.
no, not with the boogie down disease, but a nasty eye infection.
i look like a bloody lazy eye git!

had it on wednesday actually, but it wasnt that bad.
all good till yesterday.
looked like a bloody baboon came and sat on my eye, and left an ass imprint on me eye!
but when i woke up TODAY, holy smokes. i couldnt open my eyes!
took a picture of me 'baboon imprinted eye' on sunday.
seriously,look away. or put away ure dinner




the lazy eye look is ridiculous heh!

well.. doesnt look that bad heh?
WRONG!!!!!
it is bad. went to the doctors and waited an hour before seeing the geekiest doctor ever. started to spill out all em medical terms at me and iam like.. so.. antibiotics twice a day?
then, i got bored with his medical reasoning, i looked around his office.
he met stephen hawkings.
i mean, that is just brilliant. i mean, yeah, geeky, but even I appreciate those kinda things.
i saw a documentary on stephen hawkings. i mean, his mind and thinking is on another level in itself.
the way he approaches physic.. daaammmm, much respect.
i couldnt even get to grips with high school stuff.

first day!~

first day being 22 and i have a massive eye infection.

PERFECT!!!

happy 22!~

happy birthday me.

dear me,

smile, and the world will smile at u.

love yourself, coz there is no one else.

be patience, and remember, u will not always get what you want.

trust yourself, you are a good person.

dont be bitter, its just not worth it.

keep your friends close, they will tell u who u actually are.

love family. they are everything.

god, pls, stand by me.

you think the years has past u by. it might have done. doesnt matter. stay in the present now. thats all uve got.
and another thing.
no expectation.
all these things that i have done!~

maybe/because of u

i heard jay sean's 'maybe' 2 weeeks ago.
the start of the song reminds me of ne-yo because of u.
see what u guys think.



oh, and this fella gave up his medical degree to pursue music.
i wish i was that brave.
i mean, i dont want to pursue music.
but i wish i was that brave to drop one life, and pursue another.
i guess thats y its called passion.

it was there, then it wasnt.

its been freaking freezing this past weekend.
statistic shows that in the past 23 yrs, we had more white Easter compared to white Christmas. kinda true coz its been snowing this past 2 days. the most anting thing is that it doesnt settle. it snows, then the sun comes out, melts everything, then snows again.

bah, no snow-man this year then.

i was telling aneta today that iam tired.
the stress is killing me.
the constant worry of assignment due dates, and the workload at work, my god, iam amaze that iam actually waking up in the morning.

so, while talking to hammy today, i just realised something.
4 yrs out of my life.
4 years out of my life has been spent in higher educational institute, and look where iam at now.
well, pretty good actually. 9 more months and i graduate.
i have that 'important piece of paper' they call degree.

and then, iam free. to do anything.
i dont care for money. i dont. i spend when i have it. i spend crazily when i have it.
coz i do not see the point of keeping it in the banks. they get em interest, so i might as well use it.
so, heres to me, spending my money this weekend.

this 7 day a week constant work and studies will take a toll on me. this iam sure off.
when exactly, i have no idea.
but shadowing my life plan, is this ambition of travelling around the world. i found a fantastic link for u guys to check out.

around the world

i stumbled onto this web a few weeks ago, and iam like, hell yeah. a purpose in life :)

iam off to uni tomorrow.
the one thing i look forward to every week is the train rides.
this is when i can actually take a breather, take life in, listen to some music, and unwind. the most unlikeliest places, but each to their own heh?

i walked home from M&S today, and i walked past the most exciting garden in the whole wide world. i shouldve taken a picture of it.
it is basically a collection of mini-figures planted on flower beds. it was like, a variety of plastic figures. i saw ninja turtle, action man, batman, pooh and his gang, david beckham, spiderman, mr potato man, some dinosaurs, and a whole load more.
it wasnt fenced in tho, so i was thinking, iam sure, at one point, even the neighbours join in and put all em figures on the flower bed.

then, while having me tea, i wondered.
should i start a collection?
i dont know, it was the 'in' thing to collect stamp and stickers wasnt it?
iam thinking of perfume bottles actually.

but heck, where would i keep it?
rite, magnets.
ye, that should be me new hobby :)

ta-da!~

exactly!!

abu dhabi airport, can u spot all em grumpies? also, this is quite illegal. later i saw a notice board which said 'no photography'. i wonder why they wouldnt let ppl take pictures?


exactly this moment last week, i was waiting for my connecting flight in abu dhabi.
it was freaking busy, and it didnt help that everyone was grumpy.
loads of people buying those duty free freebies, but i couldnt be bothered.
i was tired, and i had to work on that day, which made me even more grumpy!

its funny, where life takes us heh?
another week has gone by, and next week is me bday weekend! :)
yes, iam declaring the WHOLE weekend as my birthday!
and next sunday is when the summer time comes into play.
we will lose one hour, but heck, we will be sleeping.
but it will be hilarious for those who didnt wind their watch tho :)

iam off to bed now.
been having weird ass dreams (yes, ive told u before.)
which i kinda enjoy and look forward to now, when i go to sleep.
yesterday i dreamt that i was on a family holiday in morocco.
we stayed in an apartment overlooking the sea, and we were walking around in the night market.
iam telling u, it was weird, coz eveybody was speaking in chinese (or mandarin or cantonese, i dont know). we went around buying squids and also kept asking them, where is the grand canyon. i know for a fact my family is NOT stupid.

then the nite market was raided by police, it rained and puuuuuffffff..
the dream was gone.

its like a movie in me head :)

saturday morning!~

estelle ft kanye west-american boy


American Boy Lyrics

i like starting me day with music.
and this song was in me head all day long yesterday!~

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

this cold winter makes u sleepy.

i had a weird ass dream again yesterday.
i think my mum puts drugs in me dinner.
i always get weird dream after having her home cooked dinner.

blah.
the body hasnt recovered my the travel-lag.
seriously. back to back work and classes since i touched down on monday.


yes, i can do this.

iam off to bed.
to dream weird ass dream!
i love weird dreams.

this reminds me, who watched 'dirty sexy money' which premiered today?

and another thing,

happy hammy birthday hamms!!

:)

22,
not a spring 21, and not an oldie 23.
just right.
just the right time to enjoy things in life.
u were clueless, maybe u still are,
but knowing u, u will find the right way.
and yes,
there is light at the end of the tunnel
you just gotta get thru the darkness first.

shall see u soon. someday.
that i have no doubt.

have a good one, subdued maybe, but still, its ure birthday!~
spring is here, and its a new beginning, dontcha think?

this right here is for all the years.
the nonsense that we notched up.
its all been good. even the bad ones.

and yes, gardini is legend. so is red waja.
and we will make even more legendary moments later in life.
that i have no doubt.

ima trying!!

*sigh*

iam tired.
iam emotionally sick and tired of things.
drama.
pressure.
expectation.

then, the enemy's 'away from here' blasted.
damm, do i feel good!~

I'm so sick, sick, sick and tired
Of working just to be retired
I don't want to get that far
I don't want your company car
Promotions aint my thing
Name badges are not interesting
It's much easier for me see
To stay at home with Richard and Judy

Awayaway oh oh oh away from here...
Awayaway oh oh oh away from here
Awayaway oh oh oh away from here
Awayaway oh oh oh away from here

I'm fed up of early mornings
Wake up calls are getting boring round here
Feet dragging on the pavement
The same people with the same arrangement
Irony can be quite funny
You making other people money
My working day has just begun
its not exactly what i would call fun

I want to wake up in the afternoon
With daytime TV and my favourite tune
Cos it is much easier for me see
To stay at home with Richard and Judy

Awayaway oh oh oh away from here.....
Away away away away from

Saturday is your only highlight
When you go out and live the highlife
meeting up with other people
your interaction with the weak and feable
Atleast when all is said and done
You wouldn't be the only one
To be a slave to the modern wage
Your crappy weekend is your only escape

I want to wake up in the afternoon
With daytime TV and my favourite tune
Cos it is much easier for me
To stay at home with Richard and Judy

Awayaway oh oh oh away from here.....
Away away away away from here

iam tryin to post a link for u guys to view me holiday snaps...
but facebook is being a retard.. and so is friendster..
you cant win can ya?

and my grammar is out of the bloody window!

mini-heh?-break!~

it wasn't a holiday.
it was responsibility.
i wasn't happy to fly back at all, the work that was pending was enormous!

i wasn't happy, but god throws unexpected things at u.
so, what do ya do?
deal with it.
i did.
iam fine, iam better now.

its been a positive experience.

so, i was in malaysia for about 10 days.
first few days was resting day. and also klang trip day.
sorted all that.

2nd day i was there, it was election.
so, we, as a family did the proper thing.
we put out (well, the big bro did) an opposition flag, and let it hang there for about a week.
its all good, we didnt get pelted with eggs.
stayed awake the whole nite (i aint kidding) to see the result of the election.
sprinkle the nite with rumours, gossips, disbelief (DAP getting penang? what happened there?), loadsss of hilarious txt msges, hungry-ness and i have to say, it is the most fun nite ive had with the family.
oh , how ive missed em.

sunday was pretty quiet.
woke up to a new malaysia, still hooked on the telly tho, with the brothers bringing home every possible newspapers and of course, roti canai for breakfast :)
heaven

left Kelana jaya for shah alam, and met up with ezu in Klang.
and god, ive missed her.
talked politics (like duh!!), and was just being us.
ended up in subang for dinner where a quick call from pash went like this..
'eh, where u?'
'subang, with ezu, dinner'
'yessa?'
'yeahla.. come arh babes..'
'okey..iam gonna change..then i'll see you a'

so u see, positive.
and god ive missed pash!!

the nite was good. memories, good ones. i shall keep it.

parties.
welll.. yeah.. what can i say?
it was good, bloody good.
at one point, we were suppose to have only like.. a regular nite out.
then we thought.. why not..
why not have an early and late bday celebration.
ealr being mine in march, and late being pashy's in december
we are legend.
we rock like nobody rock :)

met loads of people.
and i was just catching a glimpse of 'an un-travelled road'
that wouldve been me if i didnt come over here to live my life.
i could've been one of em
i would've.

*sigh*

the 3rd bro came down from sabah.
and yeah, ive missed him too...
he is hilarious..
wait, my whole family is bloody hilarious.
no, really.
iam sure we would excel if we put ourself in a stand-up family contest.
hands down we would win.
the banter we have, man, u be thinking chris rock took lessons from us!~ :)
we dont function good without humors. thats just us.

i knew that the big bro was worried.
all his questions 'where u going, what time coming back?' was always met up with 'keluar la.. dunno, around morning'
and big thanks to the other bro, who actually wakes up to open the door early in the morning.

i tell u, the brothers, they rock
most of the time when i was hanging out in the balcony, i begin to wonder about family life.
it was simple before, when all we wanted to do cycle all the way over to jusco, malacca.
now, its not complicated, but different.
iam not worried about my brothers, i know they handle life brilliantly.
and my mum, she is always worried about em. its silly, really.
but i understand why.
talking to my brothers showed me that, they went thru exactly what iam going thru rite now.
maybe iam just older.
*sigh* thats the word again.
older.


so, the week came to an end, and thats it.
the unexpected turn in my life came to an end.

saw the people i wanted to see, and more.
had a good resting time, and most of all, remind myself how great my life actually is.
and thats all u can ask from an unexpected turn in life heh?

pictures u say?
its a bit sad, but i would say, 80% of the snaps taken are pictures of parties.
but yeah.
cant be bothered to load it up here tho.
blogger is being such a retard today.
blah!~

bit later then heh?


nitey nite!~

bah!~

jet lag fucks ure body up.

oi, whats up with all the sweaarriinnngggg!!!!

pasha, see whats uve done?

smiles all around

iam back.
been missing it!!
and hell, the weather aint that bad either.

so, iam off to work in a couple of hours.
this is it, the gruelling month of march is here.
iam totally fucked.
i need to finish the semester with flying colours, but iam just seeing red.
help.

no, i can do this.
YES I CAN!!!

shall blog about me 'mini-break-getaway-leaving the country at a drop of a hat' holiday in a bit.
when i had my sleep.

people who snores on long haul flight should all be locked up together.
in the cargo section.
iam being a bit mean.
blergh!~

updates...

its funny how i managed to drop everythin and fly here.
i was stressed, and i was unhappy!! yes, that is the truth..

its not toooo bad after all..
iam doing ok here, meeting up with friends.
family, is like the essence of my holiday, so yes, that was the best part.
iam happy iam able to make time for people, but, iam here, mid semester for most of me friends, and i appreciate alll their effort to drop everything and come to see me! :)

i was here was election was RED HOT!!
and hell yeah it was red hot!!
it was a hell of a night.
sitting in front of the telly with family, making up conspiracy, getting up to date with the latest rumours and of course, the occasional shouting at the telly made it a nite to remember..
i dont think we had an election this exciting before!!

the other bro is coming down from sabah today.
but iam here, with pash, and tonite shall be an advance bday celebration.
shall see him tomorrow, and tomorrow nite is family time.
iam excited.
i miss the brothers.

so, iam off to take a shower.
i smell like bishop blue cheese. yes, eww!!

have a fun time people.
take care!!

its stir crazy....

responsibilities..
iam learning em...

here iam.. 5.40 am in the morning.. sorting out everything before leaving the country..
i always thought that one day i shall do this.. u know.. drop everything and fly back..
its funny when god does that decision for u.

iam too tired...
lemme just do this...

lalalalaalalalallala

iam flyin home.
tomorrow.
yes, malaysia.
tomorrow..

all this last minute dash to get tickets and sorting out my appointments made my head spin.
shall see all u people back home soon then.
cheerio!~

'when u stop looking at ure ipod and spend more time looking at the floor, maybe uve notice that uve been standing on my toes'

where did all the sadness came from?

travelling in london during rush hour is like being in a war zone (drab, those soldier in iraq wont like what i said heh?)
some days, u have perfect travelling experience.
the train is on time, the tube comes into the station as u step onto the platform, the alleyway is not full of drunkards, the traffic allows u to walk over the zebra crossing, and just general pleasant-ness from fellow passenger.
and then, there are days where just think u've spent the day in hell.

today, i forgotten to bring me mobile phone.
mistake one.
left a bit to late, so had to rush for train.
mistake two.
forgotten me student pass.
mistake three.
missed the 17.32 train, which meant that i had to take the 18.12 train.
mistake four.

now, there are 2 types of trains during rush hour.
packed train and sardine-not a single fresh air between passenger packed.
so yes, the 18.12 was the latter one.

so, some tips to survive this 'war'

-avoid travelling during rush hour (yeah, quite simple)
-must have strategic planning.. like, travel in the carriage nearer to exit. (if u need to change -northern line in bank to get onto the district/circle line, travel in the last carriage of the tube.
-be prepared to be stepped, pushed,knocked down by fellow passengers.
-you know those cubicle between the seats in the national rail train that is usually for luggages? seat on em. just climb and seat on em. i did today, and it was comfortable. a few other passenger did the same. the fellow opposite of me was quite a posh middle aged lawyer (another regular)
-dont even think of gettin on the northern line during rush hour if u need to stop over at bank station. just walk over. its just a bridge away.
-lastly, take it one at a day.

so, i had all this bad things happening to me.
wait, not bad, but imperfect day as it were...
i was feeling sooo blue in the train, then i smacked my head (to much amusement of the guy beside me), and said to myself 'dont complain to much'

and there, dont complain to much.
this is my motto.. why u say?
coz i think, people are complaining to much.
my work sucks, my huband/wife/gf/bf/lovah/partner is pissing me off, the government/shops/airline/coffee shops/restaurant/bar/club is ripping us off, my friends is alienating me.. bla bla blaaaaa...

dont complain, coz uve brought it to ureself.
dont complain,do something about it.
dont complain, suck it up, and get on with 'life'
dont complain, be content.

all this problems thats been thrown to us, i think its making us a rather miserable lot of human beings.

i sound like a bloody hippy, but smile. and the world wouldnt look so grim.

ps: i might me getting my 'snow wish' after all

pps: u see, the world is such a better place now. when snow is in the forecast, my advise to all the employers out there, close the office, u'll be getting a lot of sickies anyway.

pps: and iam sure, years down the lane, i'll be laughing about my travel experience in london. its all good in the neighborhood.

and then...

you have one of those baaaadddddddd days!~

and the winners areeee....

booooyyyaaahhhh!!

scored some weeeelll excellent mark on the theory test, so iam good to go.
yes yes, i know.. for some its a small thing, but for me,this is the big one.
one test, for the rest of ure bloody live.

had a perfect day today.
got lost on the way to the test, was a nervous wreck when i was doing the test, got home, did some groceries, laze around house and watched good saturday nite telly and cooked mothers day's dinner.
yes, i did the mothers day thing today.
:)

cooked mozzarella, peppers and aubergine for starters.
steak, chips and mixed roasted vegetables for main course..
and desserts? mum made it..
whhhhaaaattt.. i like her puddings.
it was tapioca yummy!!

so yeah, in my eyes, perfect day indeed.
not much to talk about...

in the news,
prince harry will be back in blighty's soil, fearing he is a target for the taliban.
LIKE DUUUHHHHH!!!
owh, this reminds me, i didnt read the newspaper today.
a good cuppa and the newspaper, now, thats evening heaven.
i'd dooo anything for an afternoon nap tho!!

the brother is going to Beijing, wasnt at all envious.
then he mentioned the great wall of china and the forbidden city.
iam bloody green with envy
i need another holiday soon.
heck no, i need to bloody finish off with the assignments soon.

i was in dublin when the brits award 08 was on air, so thank the lord for youtube


mark ronsoon present.....
Adele- god put a smile on your face
Daniel Merriweather-Stop Me,
Amy Winehouse-Valerie


Kaiser Chiefs- Ruby


Rihanna and The Klaxons - Umbrella and golden skanks


kylie minogue- wow


paul mccartney -live and let die

those are the ones i could find.
anyways.. my fav would be mark ronsoon.
i mean , i go around dublin singing 'stop me' to paiville..
another revised version tho (inside joke, *flux, flux*)

so, have a good sunday.

toddles.

isnt it?

wooooooohhhhhooooooooo...

isnt it nice when ure just having a perfect day?

:)