Not quite believing!~

Its weird.
there i was on my couch watchin telly (like duh, iam a self confessed couch potato), and i was watchin a programme, storyville. its basically a docu about barcelona football club. yes, i knoe. half of u gusy r goin..whhhaaat?
well.. i had to watch it coz it was just toooo damm interesting. i mean.. the camera went behind the scenes and all, and coz diary of a social girl was showing at 11.30 and i had to 1 hour before it started. so win win situation for me.

So, as i sat there watching, i cant quite believe something.. ive seen those halls, ive seen those pitch, ive seen those seats, and ive seen those players.
then i cant quite believe that ive seen barcelona!!
this city which ive seen thru telly, which i heard ppl talking about, and i was there, twice in a space of a month.then, i was thinking and thinking. we have it good dont we? we r doing things that our grandparents only hears about, and even then they cant quite imagine it!!
no, really.
we have it good. we do. i just wish sometimes, we could appreciate it more.

then i cant quite believe this life that iam leading.
iam travelling, iam studying, iam living, iam working,iam learning, iam watching,iam eating, iam feeling more than my grands did.
iam having it good iam tellin u
good friends, good family, good food, good job, good life.

yes i dont always get what i want, but iam pretty lucky.

when i had the family over, it was good. they were just there and i was the one who had to work and all.. and this role reversal thing made me think alot about my life.ive grown, ive change, i feel more of a responsible kid, but,

i dont want us to grow up.


cant i just stay 21 for the rest of my life?