look away!

readers with low tolerance of ugliness pls look away now.
as all of u know, iam infected.
no, not with the boogie down disease, but a nasty eye infection.
i look like a bloody lazy eye git!

had it on wednesday actually, but it wasnt that bad.
all good till yesterday.
looked like a bloody baboon came and sat on my eye, and left an ass imprint on me eye!
but when i woke up TODAY, holy smokes. i couldnt open my eyes!
took a picture of me 'baboon imprinted eye' on sunday.
seriously,look away. or put away ure dinner




the lazy eye look is ridiculous heh!

well.. doesnt look that bad heh?
WRONG!!!!!
it is bad. went to the doctors and waited an hour before seeing the geekiest doctor ever. started to spill out all em medical terms at me and iam like.. so.. antibiotics twice a day?
then, i got bored with his medical reasoning, i looked around his office.
he met stephen hawkings.
i mean, that is just brilliant. i mean, yeah, geeky, but even I appreciate those kinda things.
i saw a documentary on stephen hawkings. i mean, his mind and thinking is on another level in itself.
the way he approaches physic.. daaammmm, much respect.
i couldnt even get to grips with high school stuff.

first day!~

first day being 22 and i have a massive eye infection.

PERFECT!!!

happy 22!~

happy birthday me.

dear me,

smile, and the world will smile at u.

love yourself, coz there is no one else.

be patience, and remember, u will not always get what you want.

trust yourself, you are a good person.

dont be bitter, its just not worth it.

keep your friends close, they will tell u who u actually are.

love family. they are everything.

god, pls, stand by me.

you think the years has past u by. it might have done. doesnt matter. stay in the present now. thats all uve got.
and another thing.
no expectation.
all these things that i have done!~

maybe/because of u

i heard jay sean's 'maybe' 2 weeeks ago.
the start of the song reminds me of ne-yo because of u.
see what u guys think.



oh, and this fella gave up his medical degree to pursue music.
i wish i was that brave.
i mean, i dont want to pursue music.
but i wish i was that brave to drop one life, and pursue another.
i guess thats y its called passion.

it was there, then it wasnt.

its been freaking freezing this past weekend.
statistic shows that in the past 23 yrs, we had more white Easter compared to white Christmas. kinda true coz its been snowing this past 2 days. the most anting thing is that it doesnt settle. it snows, then the sun comes out, melts everything, then snows again.

bah, no snow-man this year then.

i was telling aneta today that iam tired.
the stress is killing me.
the constant worry of assignment due dates, and the workload at work, my god, iam amaze that iam actually waking up in the morning.

so, while talking to hammy today, i just realised something.
4 yrs out of my life.
4 years out of my life has been spent in higher educational institute, and look where iam at now.
well, pretty good actually. 9 more months and i graduate.
i have that 'important piece of paper' they call degree.

and then, iam free. to do anything.
i dont care for money. i dont. i spend when i have it. i spend crazily when i have it.
coz i do not see the point of keeping it in the banks. they get em interest, so i might as well use it.
so, heres to me, spending my money this weekend.

this 7 day a week constant work and studies will take a toll on me. this iam sure off.
when exactly, i have no idea.
but shadowing my life plan, is this ambition of travelling around the world. i found a fantastic link for u guys to check out.

around the world

i stumbled onto this web a few weeks ago, and iam like, hell yeah. a purpose in life :)

iam off to uni tomorrow.
the one thing i look forward to every week is the train rides.
this is when i can actually take a breather, take life in, listen to some music, and unwind. the most unlikeliest places, but each to their own heh?

i walked home from M&S today, and i walked past the most exciting garden in the whole wide world. i shouldve taken a picture of it.
it is basically a collection of mini-figures planted on flower beds. it was like, a variety of plastic figures. i saw ninja turtle, action man, batman, pooh and his gang, david beckham, spiderman, mr potato man, some dinosaurs, and a whole load more.
it wasnt fenced in tho, so i was thinking, iam sure, at one point, even the neighbours join in and put all em figures on the flower bed.

then, while having me tea, i wondered.
should i start a collection?
i dont know, it was the 'in' thing to collect stamp and stickers wasnt it?
iam thinking of perfume bottles actually.

but heck, where would i keep it?
rite, magnets.
ye, that should be me new hobby :)

ta-da!~

exactly!!

abu dhabi airport, can u spot all em grumpies? also, this is quite illegal. later i saw a notice board which said 'no photography'. i wonder why they wouldnt let ppl take pictures?


exactly this moment last week, i was waiting for my connecting flight in abu dhabi.
it was freaking busy, and it didnt help that everyone was grumpy.
loads of people buying those duty free freebies, but i couldnt be bothered.
i was tired, and i had to work on that day, which made me even more grumpy!

its funny, where life takes us heh?
another week has gone by, and next week is me bday weekend! :)
yes, iam declaring the WHOLE weekend as my birthday!
and next sunday is when the summer time comes into play.
we will lose one hour, but heck, we will be sleeping.
but it will be hilarious for those who didnt wind their watch tho :)

iam off to bed now.
been having weird ass dreams (yes, ive told u before.)
which i kinda enjoy and look forward to now, when i go to sleep.
yesterday i dreamt that i was on a family holiday in morocco.
we stayed in an apartment overlooking the sea, and we were walking around in the night market.
iam telling u, it was weird, coz eveybody was speaking in chinese (or mandarin or cantonese, i dont know). we went around buying squids and also kept asking them, where is the grand canyon. i know for a fact my family is NOT stupid.

then the nite market was raided by police, it rained and puuuuuffffff..
the dream was gone.

its like a movie in me head :)

saturday morning!~

estelle ft kanye west-american boy


American Boy Lyrics

i like starting me day with music.
and this song was in me head all day long yesterday!~